lostlover27

Status: stuck somewhere between perfect & trying </3

Member Since: 20 Jan 2012 02:33pm

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Birthday: January 4

Location: Narnia :)

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I really don't know what's left to say...
My life is in my quotes. I've been intimated by many "macho" guys, due to my abusive ex-boyfriend. There were a lot of things wrong with him, with us, and with our entire relationship. It caused me to ~~cut,~~ to be ~~anorexic~~, and then ~~bulimic~~. It caused me to realize I wasn't myself anymore, and now I still wouldn't be able to tell you who that is. I'm involved a lot in my school. Music is my life. I currently have a boyfriend who is the sweetest thing to me. He's the best I could ever ask for, and more. He's my core, the center of my attention, and pretty much the only thing left keeping me alive. Being seventeen, I've been through a lot. I've attempted suicide, I still think about it, and I try my hardest to keep my emotions in check. My true self comes out in my quotes on witty. At school and at home, I'm stuck behind this fake smile I refuse to give up. He's the only one that makes it real. I'm open to talk-I'll listen, I swear. So...yep, that's me I guess.
<3

lostlover27
posted a quote
April 20, 2012 12:38am UTC

I love you to heaven and back.
more than all the stars in the sky. If love was the sun, I'd die from it's rays. I love you more than life itself.
Anna, you're amazing and I love you so much. You're beautiful.
and this is just one day's worth of texts(:
I love you, Chapley.
nmf

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lostlover27
posted a quote
April 18, 2012 1:22pm UTC

At a track meet...
me (randomly): everyone else in the room can see it..everyone else but you..
Friend:baby you light up my world like nobody else the way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed..(trails off)
Two minutes later...girl from another school walks by...
Girl: and when you smile at the ground it ain't hard to tell
Her friend: you don't know oh oh you don't you're beautiful oh oh oh...
Friend & I whispering: that's what makes you beautiful!
Girl and friend: *smile at us, we all start laughing, walk away*
This legitimately happened. Made. My. NIGHT!
nmf

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lostlover27
posted a quote
April 18, 2012 11:57am UTC

All those other girls, well they're beautiful,
But would they write a song for you? ♥
nmf

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lostlover27
posted a quote
April 18, 2012 11:27am UTC

*He asked one of my closest friends to take him to my track meet.
*He hugged me as much as he could.
*He asked my dad's permission to date me.
*He asked my brother if he would mind.
*Finally, he kissed me.
*And he gave me his sweatshirt to take home and wear every day.
We go to different schools, too <3
*He asked for my sweatshirt or a headband because it's his "tradition"
but he wants to start a new tradition with me-
he calls it "Love"
And I like it. He says he's in love with me.
And I think I love him, too..

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lostlover27
posted a quote
April 17, 2012 11:08am UTC

No chance, no way
I won't say it oh no
Give up, give in
Check the grin you're in love
This scene won't play,
I won't say I'm in love
You're doin flips read our lips
You're in love
You're way off base
I won't say it
Get off my case
I won't say it
Girl, don't be proud
It's O.K. you're in love
Oh, at least out loud....
I won't say I'm in....
love <3
~Meg & the muses not sure what Disney movie..?

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lostlover27
posted a quote
April 16, 2012 10:29am UTC

Him</3
Harlan pushed me away.
Broke his promise,
just like every other guy
He left me with no hope...
Then Chapley stepped in.
He showed me he will stay.
He said he's waiting to ask me out..
Because he know's I'm stressed out
and he wants to get my parents' permission first.
I hope this is true.
I'm not sure if I love him quite yet.
I've been waiting so long for this...
Please...
don't leave me, too
nmf.

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lostlover27
posted a quote
April 16, 2012 10:15am UTC

I hate it when...
the boy doesn't follow the script written in your head...
but what do you do when
he DOES?

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lostlover27
posted a quote
April 14, 2012 12:29am UTC

"I'm sorry; I have to go to bed..."
-are the exact words you hate saying
-are the exact words I hate getting
-are the exact words that put me to sleep every night because in a few hours I'll get a message saying...
"Good morning beautiful :)"

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lostlover27
posted a quote
April 14, 2012 12:21am UTC

I hate it when you're in a situation
and all your friends are like "I
wish I was in that situation!" so
they can't help you, and you're
just sitting there, like, -__- "fml"
nmf

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lostlover27
posted a quote
April 12, 2012 11:53am UTC

This boy, he was my everything, my world. He was all I knew for almost a year and a half. After graduation, he went off to Basic training to be a soldier in the U.S. Army.
September: I went down to Oklahoma with his family. His brother, a year younger than I, was really nice that trip, which was weird because he was always kind of a jerk before that. Sarcastic annoying and mean.
November: I sat at home, waiting for him to come home from AIT-Advanced Individual Training, also in Oklahoma. Thanksgiving, he did. He surprised me at my mom's office which is a block away from school. she told me to walk to her office after school and he was there, in uniform. i remember that day like it was yesterday.
December: After he learned everything at his base in North Carolina, he surprised me and his family again by coming home for Christmas. I got my wisdom teeth pulled that week. He made homemade doughnuts for me and fed me one. We sat and watched a movie together and he was really sweet.
January: He sent me an iTunes gift card for my birthday-one of the ones he'd gotten for Christmas. Later that month, he was to be out in the field for a week. I broke up with him that week. Things were just...not working out. I didn't feel the same. He was gonna go to Afghanistan. I'd held on...been strong for too long.
I still love him. </3 I miss him.
and I hate it.

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lostlover27
posted a quote
April 12, 2012 9:23am UTC

Oh, I love you,
It's true; you mean everything to me...
words cannot explain how I feel
I must be
Dreaming
when I'm awake ♥
nmf

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lostlover27
posted a quote
April 11, 2012 12:36am UTC

I like how on Sabrina the Teenage Witch the aunts tell Sabrina there is are no love spells because you can't control love, it just happens(:
DON'T REMOVE CREDIT!!!!!!!!!!!!! Format by kclove5 ©

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lostlover27
posted a quote
April 9, 2012 11:49am UTC

I just look at him and it breaks my heart...</3

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lostlover27
posted a quote
April 9, 2012 9:43am UTC

You gotta keep your head up
OH-oh
and you can let your hair down
AY-ay!
♥
nmf

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lostlover27
posted a quote
April 9, 2012 9:16am UTC

I left you.
I did it for my own good.
Things weren't right.
You hurt me.
We were always fighting.
You cheated on me.
But...
I love you..
You were my first everything
First guy I fell in love with. First date. First kiss.
You took my virginity.
I let you.
Then everything was ruined...
you turned me into this..this freakshow I am now. This girl I don't know anymore.
I was innocent, pure, and beautiful.
And what am I now?
I don't know.
You ruined me.
so why do I want you back?

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lostlover27
posted a quote
April 9, 2012 12:11am UTC

Please...help...</3
I give up. I really liked him and he left. Every single guy has found something wrong with me. I'm not good enough...for anyone. Every time I think I found a guy I'll be with for awhile, someone else steals them away. And it's always on accident. I haven't been this down on myself in a long, long time. It's been over a month since I last took out that dreaded thing. I don't want to. I feel like I need it. I know it's terrible...please, anyone...I don't even feel good enough for my family anymore. I almost lost my best guy friend this weekend. I'm kind of hoping 2012 is the end of the world because it sure as hell feels like the worst year of my life. I swear I'm not just seeking attention or anything like that. I wanna know what others have done. How have you gotten through this? Break ups, broken heart, losing the one you love, letting GO of the one you love,falling in love again, bulimia, anorexia, cutting, nervousness, insecurity, suicide-anything will help.
Please.
I'm begging you.
♥
nmf
DON'T REMOVE CREDIT!!!!! FORMAT BY KCLOVE5 ©

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lostlover27
posted a quote
April 8, 2012 11:56pm UTC

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If you ever leave
baby it would take away everything good in my life...and tell me now
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nmf
credit to Lil_lamb for format and quote

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lostlover27
posted a quote
April 5, 2012 12:15pm UTC

Everyone Has 8 Names:
1. Real Name: Anna
2. Detective Name (favorite color & favorite animal): Purple Dog
3. Gangster Name (first 3 letters of your first name & add izzle): Annizzle
4. Soap Opera Name (middle name & street/road you live on): Renae tenth
5. Your Star Wars Name (first 3 letters of your last name, first two letters of your middle name): CavRa
6. Your Superhero Name (2nd favorite color & favorite drink): Lime Green Chocolate Milk
7. Your Witness Protection Name (your father's middle name): Alan
8.Your Goth Name (black & the name of one of your pets you have or had): Black KC Nala

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lostlover27
posted a quote
April 5, 2012 12:09pm UTC

33 Secrets.
Zero - Who was your last text from?
Avery(:
One - Where was your default pic taken?
In my room
Two - How old are you?
16 and 1/4
Three - Have you ever lost a close friend?
yes
Four - What is your current mood?
pissy-Chase, leave
Five - Whats your brothers name?
Ryan
Six - Where do you wish you were right now?
Anywhere with Harlan
Seven-Have a crazy side?
Indeed i do.
Eight - Ever had a near death experience?
yes.
Nine - Something you do a lot?
Sing.
Ten - Angry at anyone?
Chase & Kyle-SHUT UP!.
Eleven - What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
My parents
Twelve - When was the last time you cried?
Last night
Thirteen - Is there anyone you would do anything for?
Yeah, there is.
Fourteen - What do you think about when you are falling asleep?
Everything in the world.
Fifteen-Do you still have pictures of an ex boyfriend/girlfriend?
Hidden in my closet somewhere.
Sixteen- What was the last thing in your mouth?
Breakfast
Seventeen- Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Harlan<3
Eighteen- What is your favorite song?
as of right now? Call Me Maybe-Carly Rae Jepsen 'cause it reminds me of him<3
Nineteen- What are you doing right now?
Chillin' in class
Twenty -Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
Aeropostale in Chicago
Twenty-one- Do you enjoy drama?
As in plays/movies? yes. in reality? Hell no
Twenty two- Describe your life in three words?
Confusing. Different. Weird.
Twenty three- Who are you thinking of right now?
Harlan<3(:
Twenty four- What should you be doing right now?
Taking notes
Twenty five- What are you listening to?
People in class
Twenty-six- Does it annoy you when PEOPlEzzTAlklikEtHiS?
Yes. Very.
Twenty seven- Who was the last person who yelled at you?
My coach
Twenty eight-Why were you last sad?
Someone pointed out my flaws-btw, thanks for pushing me down about everything I already hate myself for.
Twenty nine- Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
Duh!
Thirty-Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Who hasn't?
Thirty one- Are you happy with life right now?
Not really...
Thirty two- Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now? Yep
Thirty three- How late did you stay up last night and why?
12:30 because I was reading
♥~Annabelle

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lostlover27
posted a quote
April 4, 2012 12:40pm UTC

Just saw a few of my old friends in the hall,
PDA all over like it's the same as just talking to a friend. I remember a couple years ago when we little junior high kids walked through the halls of the high school together saying "ew! gross!" all promising we'd never be those girls...

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