I am so sick of people telling me how to feel. People telling me that I can’t love him.That I need to forget about him. It’s not as simple as they make it sound. When you love someone, you don’t forget about everything you had. You can’t forget about it.You remember every kiss, every hug, and every brush of their hand. And just when you think it will somehow get even better, it ends. A stop to your fast heart beats, the flutters in your stomach, the love written on your sleeve. Then your heart shatters. You can actually feel the burning hole his words created in your chest, and it kills, God, it kills. When you hear his name, you feel the gaping hole in your chest get a little bit bigger. And all you have left is to try and fill it up with the memories in your head. Pictures, saved texts, haunting dreams, remembering how happy you were, is all you have left. When you’re at your lowest point, and you actually are trying, it’s not good enough for everyone around you. Nobody understands the pain I am going through. No one does. And the smile on my face does a great job of hiding the emptiness and loneliness that my cracked heart holds. But somehow, through all of this pain, you have hope. Hope that maybe one day, he’ll change his mind and take you back, stitching your heart together again. All that I know is once you really love somebody, even if they break your heart, you never stop loving them.
You never give up.
*Elena;~ ♥*
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