newportsprincess · 1 decade ago
i love you. i miss you.
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newportsprincess · 1 decade ago
i'm scared. i miss you. i feel like i'm losing you. we never talk when you're there. i feel like you don't have time for me :/
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newportsprincess · 1 decade ago
Hey. I don't really know what I should say. I don't want to smother you. But I don't want you to push me away. I don't want you to shut me out. You're the most important person in my life. I wouldn't know how to live without you. But this isn't even about me. It's about you. I dont want you to end your life so soon. I wish I could make all the horrible feelings you have go away. I don't want to lose you. You mean everything to me. I don't want you to feel alone. You're not. I'm always here. I love you Michael. Things will get better. Maybe not for a couple years. But they will.
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newportsprincess · 1 decade ago
hi michael. i'm not sure when you'll see this. but i wanted to say that i love you. i miss you. when you said that a few days ago about killing yourself, you devastated me. i cried so much. i couldnt stop. everytime i think of losing you i cry. i wish i could help you be happy, but i can't. and that sucks. i want to make you happy and take you away from the pain. i wanted you to feel wanted michael. i love you. please dont give up. i know its hard, but youre not alone.. i feel lonely sometimes too. but i know youre always there for me. and ill always be there for you. i love you michael. please dont give up.
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newportsprincess · 1 decade ago
hi Michael. I haven't posted on your witty in a while. I like that you check it frequently though. I love you. I have a head ache today. I've been doing a lot lately, and stressing myself out. but i want you to know that im still here for you. I'm kinda thankful that I got to see what happened with you and your mom this morning because now i feel like i understand what you go through. well actually i dont. but i understand it more now than before. i always want to help you. im excited to see you soon. itll be fun. i miss you and i love you. bye michael.
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newportsprincess · 1 decade ago
Hey michael. I love you. I miss you a lot. I'm so excited to see you in two days. I'm still nervous about staying at Marika's. i'm weird about sleeping at other people's houses. i snore and fart and drool and am just so unattractive. im also nervous about going to your homecoming and being an awkward little turtle. i feel like you would disprove of me grinding and dancing. which is okay. i dont really care much about that. i just want to have a good time and get to see you. i love you michael. see you soon <3
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newportsprincess · 1 decade ago
I should have taken all my pills that day.
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newportsprincess · 1 decade ago
i just feel like . i want to be alone. i want to stop feeling this way.
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newportsprincess · 1 decade ago
i just feel worse now.
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newportsprincess · 1 decade ago
obviously i do.
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newportsprincess · 1 decade ago
i just upset and you off. its my fault. i should just leave you alone.
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newportsprincess · 1 decade ago
dont mean to blame everything on you. sorry i upset you. dont mean to be a bother.
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iRideBikes · 1 decade ago
I'm sorry Leeana. I'm trying . I just want us to stay together. Its just hard sometimes . Its always harder when everything is my fault. Everything is on me. I am the reason for everything. Nothing can go wrong with anything but me. Nothing i can do unless I do it right. The last few days when I ask for a few minutes its still on me. My fault I can't drop everything . When I do its already too late. Its my fault you can't wait for me. Can't wait 5-10 minutes for me to finish. All the time. I try but you need too as well. I'm sorry if this upsets you Leeana but I can't take the fall for everything. I get hurt to. Not just you. I'm sorry. I love you. I really don't even want you to read this. I just want things to be equal. It feels like its not. I feel like i'm the cause of everything.
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newportsprincess · 1 decade ago
i almost wish we had stayed broken up. i feel like you tried so much harder when we weren't togeter and now that we are together you don't care anymore. we cant talk without fighting or getting hurt. im sick of it.
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newportsprincess · 1 decade ago
i love you michael. i miss you. i hope we stay together forever and ever and ever.
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newportsprincess · 1 decade ago
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newportsprincess · 1 decade ago
i feel like i get closer to you and your heart and ive become a part of you. that makes me happy.
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newportsprincess · 1 decade ago
thank you michael. you make me feel special and happy all the time. youre the best. i still dont understand quite what you see in me but im really glad you see it. youre the best guy i could ask for. i love you.
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newportsprincess · 1 decade ago
okay. ill be here for you too when youre unhappy or just need a kiss.
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newportsprincess · 1 decade ago
thank you. thats all i ever wanted.
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