and i dont think i will ever be over him,
however, ive gotten so much better. i have found someone who truly loves,
me, and who i truly love and adore. i can go by days without thinking about him, im
free because i can live without him. i have no regrets. i will never deny the
fact that i still think about him, but its rare. i miss him, his smile, his jokes,
his hugs, and his advice. but as time passes, my heart seems to heal,
and it doesnt seem too broken anymore. and when i actually see him, i can
look at him without breaking down crying, i can look at him and be proud of who im,
how beautiful im and how beautiful my life is. i dont cry and ask myself, why we
cant be together anymore, i smile and think about the person who truly loves me.
and you have no idea how much progress that is, and
how i can truly live my life again, just like before i met him ♥