"Why am i here still here if
all everyone wants is for me to be gone?"
This is what my friend said today. i complain about her, she's my ex girlfriend, her name is Roxy. She's always quite a b*tch to me, well to everyone. So i never expected it. Today i was laying in my car during lunch and study hall and Roxy came outside crying. I waved her over and pulled her into my car out of the rain, and in tears she said "Why am i still here if all everyone wants is for me to be gone?" I couldn't believe what she said... i would never believe that she was like that too, like me. We sat in my car for the rest of the day, i let her say everything that was on her mind to me, and i didnt say anything back to her. People at my school call her a sl/t and a wh/re daily, shes super skinny buyt she gets called fat, she has condoms thrown at her, and her ex calls her by his last name because he broke up with her and that hurts her. I was literally in shock when she was telling me this. Then things took a turn for the worst when she was like can you keep a secret? so i nodded silently and she pulled up her shirt so i could just see her stomach, there were cuts. Not old small cuts but new big deep cuts. I can't believe that she's like this... i wish like so many others that i could help her.