I was gonna text you on your birthday.
Even though we haven't talked in months.
Just to let you know I still remember.
Even though we aren't in contact at all anymore.
But she told us not to talk to each other.
And you're okay with that.
Even though you told me you weren't.
And you told me that you love me.
And you told me that I'm still your best friend.
And you told me you were sorry.
But I know you weren't and you aren't.
And you were probably sleeping with her anyway.
And that made my stomach churn.
And then my eyes were too blurry to read.
And my hands were too shaky to type.
So I just lay down and cried again.