If you really knew me-
You would know, that I attempted suicide on May 25, 2010.
You would know, that I love my family, and you would know that I'm scared my parents
might get divorced.
You would know that I'm in love with my boyfriend, Adam.
That his voice is my favorite sound, his name is my favorite noun.
You would know that I miss Skyler, he was foster baby we had over the summer.
You would know, that I stopped cutting in September,
but for some reason I cut again last night.
You would know that I promised Adam I would never do that again.
You would know, that I want to be a Pyshcologist, because I know how bad
depression hurts, and I want to help teenagers with the problems
I had to go through alone.
You would know, that I love to read and write.
You would know, that I use to hate myself.
You would know that I struggled with my image for years,
I thought I wasn't pretty enough, and thin enough.
You would know, that at this moment?
I'm content with where I am, and perfetly happy with my life.
That's what you would know.