kissing my kidnaper 21
a few days after the trail i woke up around 11 at night. i had another nightmare of getting kidnaped and then just before i would wake up i would see trevors face full of such hurt. ‘he was faking it, dont fall for itemy.’ i said to myself. i went back to bed and tossed and turned until it was time for school. betweenpagents and getting kidnaped and then being in the hospital i hadnt been in school much. it was mysenoir year and i only had a rwo more months until i graduated. i put on some short and a shirt and put my hair up in a bun. (http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=29756623) when i got to school there all the teachers and kids were really nice. i didnt have to make up any work, the techer just put in my average as my grade. soon school was over and it was off to a photo shoot. i sang along to the radio while i drove. there was a huge accident and i had to wait for 10 minutes. as i called the shoot and told them i would be late i looked out my window. there was a prison van with guys in orange suits working on the flower beds beside the sidewalk. i noticed one of them by the cross tattoo on his chest. as if he felt my stare trevor looked up. his eyes met mine. he smiled a little and waved. i just sat there staring at him. i hated how much i wanted him. i started to tear up and when trevor saw he started to walk to me. a officer stopped him and i saw him mouth ‘i love you’ to me. i lost it. i started to cry and i pushed down on the gas. cars honked as i drove by them. i turned around half on the side walk half on the road. in my mirror i sawtrevor look confused and hurt at me. i grabbed the mirror and threw it out the window. i drove home and just ran to my room and locked the door. “hey emy you in here?” it was my little brother conner. i hadnt talked to him much lately so i unlocked my door and let him in. he ran and jumped on my bed. i did the same. “so conner whats up?” his face got serous and sad “im in love.” i laughed a little “conner your in 2nd grade i dont think your in love.” “no emy i am. this girl lily sat next to me and i gave her one of my grapes. you know how much i love grapes but i gave her one anyway. im in love..” he let out a deep sigh and i laughed. “conner your to young to be in love, how about you and i go get some ice cream to take your mind off of this girl?” he nodded excited and ran out to my car. i smiled to myself, wishing i could be little agian and that ice cream would fix everything. when we got to the ice cream shop we both ordered a tripple scoop chocolate sunday with extra whipped cream. conner and i talked about silly things and ate our ice cream. “hey conner you have some whipped cream on your nose.” he laughed and took a spoon full of his whipped cream and put it on my face “so do you,” i laughed and so did conner. “could i join in?” i looked up to see thomas smiling at me and conner. “uh ya.” i wiped my face and blushed at howembarssing this was. thomas sat down next to me and held my hand. “emy who is this?” conner asked with a mouth fulll of ice cream. “im thomas, emy’s boyfriend.” my heart almost pounded out of my chest when he said boyfriend. conner handed thomas a spoon and looked serious. “well i got girl troubles right now or else i would have a girlfriend too.” thomas laughed a little. “oh im sorry man.” conner leaned back and said “yeah girls huh.” and thomas and i just smiled. after we finished our ice cream we all piled in my car and drove home. conner went up to his room and thomas and me went to the backyard. “your little brother is so funny.” thomas said as we sat on the swings. we held hands as we rocked back and forth slowly. “yeah he is pretty cute.” “so are you.” i looked down at our hands and smiled. “so are you okay with the whole boyfriend girl friend thing?” thomas said as he got off his swing and pushed me. “yeah.” i wanted to say something else but i was numb from the feeling of how thomas’s hands touched my waist as he pushed me. “good” he grabbed my waist and held me close to him “cause i have wanted to do this for while.” he kissed me, his lips barely touching mine. he pulled away and smiled. “is that all you got?” i said playfully. he grinned and kissed me again, harder and longer. when we pulled apart i saw ricky standing in the patio door “took ya long enough.” he said with a smile. thomas and i laughed and kissed again. i couldnt believe how well this had turned out for me. ifi only i would have stayed that way...
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