you don't understand ,
I loved him, literally. I can't breathe when he's near me, I can't speak when he laughs. He left me to be with a girl three grades higher than us. She's way more pretty than me, she's way more smarter than me, and she's his perfect girl. He tells me all the time that he's sorry, and that he wishes things weren't like they were, but it doesn't matter, he says, because he's in love with her. Those words burn me more than any other words I've ever heard, "I love her." it's always been her, and even though he said he loved me over and over again when we dated I always felt like it was his priority to say that since he was my boyfriend, he never really did. I think I was right. I miss him, I miss being with him like that. Hugging him and having someone to hold onto. I was in love with him completely, and I was so in love that everything was blurry, every single time he was near me I couldn't think, and I couldn't see straight, but I think that's what love is, some never ending train of blurriness. I don't think I'll ever be the same because of him, because of everything he meant to me, and how he could just forget everything in one second is beyond me. He still talks to me, he still smiles at me, and we still laugh together, but it will never be the same. You don't understand, because you've never been in love like I have.
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