I'm not so sure if I love you anymore; some days, I think it's true, but others— I can't even tell what I'm feeling anymore. Maybe I love you, or maybe, I want to love you. Maybe, I never really loved you to begin with; maybe I just fell in love with feeling loved.
Jade672 posted a quote
January 4, 2013 10:04pm UTC
Sometimes I don't bother, telling my parents about certain things because they over react a little too much sometimes. It's not like I want to keep secrets from them. Of all honesty, I'd love to tell them everything, I hate hiding things. I always have to worry about them finding out eventually, i'd rather tell them before hand. I wish my parents were more understaning . I mean I'm growing up and part of growing up is making mistakes.
& i can never manage to put my thoughts into words; i never know what to say, i never know what to do. i'm just so clueless about everything. i don't know what to do with my future, i don't know what to do with the present. i barely even know what ive done in the past.. i just want to stop breathing for a while, or maybe forever.
Jade672 posted a quote
December 15, 2012 7:54pm UTC
Nobody ever says goodbye anymore. E v e r y b o d y j u s t s e e m s t o d i s s a p e a r s i l e n t l y w h e n y o u n e e d t h e m . THEY DRIFT AWAY QUIETLY INTO THE DISTANCE . They never even give you an explanation as to why you guys don't talk anymore . They just leave you there with all these questions in your mind. THEY DON'T EVEN HAVE THE DECENCY TO LOOK YOU IN THE EYE ANYMORE . And it hurts the most because these were the goodbyes that were never said . NOBODY EVER SAYS GOODBYE ANYMORE . P e o p l e j u s t l i k e t o l e a v e y o u w i t h n o w a r n i n g .