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posted a quote
January 25, 2016 1:19am UTC

I hate how
I'm never pretty enough
Never strong enough
Never good enough
I hate how
I lack that side of me
The one you desire me to be,
I'm trying, can't you see?
I hate how
I crave for you,
I love you,
I'd do anything for you.
I hate how
It's you I cry for,
it's you I try for,
it's you I lie for.
I hate how
I no longer see true,
I no longer breathe true,
& it's all because of you.
-Tiff♥
Dang, my poetry lately.. damn, my feels are going all kinds of ways.

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PandaPants
posted a quote
January 24, 2016 3:00am UTC

I leaned back against the walk,
the numb feeling control.
The wounds
taking their toll.
The pain masks
my emotional state.
Drowning in sorrow
is my only fate.
So I slide the blade
over my fragile skin.
Leaving wounds
both large & thin.
The blood trickles,
down my arm.
My only escape
is self-harm.
I've tried talking,
I've tried meds.
The doctors say
it's all in my head.
But I can't escape,
even if that is the case.
My fears are no longer
something I can face.
So yet again,
here I sit,
sliding this blade
over my wrist.
My other hand
clenched in a fist
as I swerve the blade
into a twist.
Carving out
the word peace.
As my emotional pain
begins to release.
My small smile
holds up a lie.
As I absorb
my own personal high.
-Tiff♥

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PandaPants
posted a quote
December 21, 2015 1:16am UTC

Each night I'm left
pondering these thoughts
Life fading before my eyes
as my heart slowly rots
I've lost faith
in the youth
The same youth
that showed me the truth
I don't belong here,
I've been told enough.
Holding on
has become far more tough.
As I wonder,
with thoughts clouding my mind.
The light inside this darkness
is becoming harder to find.
I'm stranded here,
there is no escape.
Forever stuck
in this messed up place.
-Tiff♥

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PandaPants
posted a quote
October 20, 2015 2:29pm UTC

I don't wanna take your precious time
'cause you're such a pretty, pretty, pretty, pretty face
but you turned into a pretty big
waste of my time.

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PandaPants
posted a quote
October 21, 2015 4:30pm UTC

Nobody seems to get you, you feel you're on your own,
But listen pretty lady you don't have to be alone.

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PandaPants
posted a quote
October 22, 2015 2:04am UTC

Drawing a picture on her arm with a blade
as if her mind isn't dark enough..

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PandaPants
posted a quote
October 26, 2015 5:44pm UTC

I love you,
but f*ck you.
I miss you,
but I hate you.
I hate you
for what you did to me emotionally and mentally.
I want you.
But I don't need you.
You left me with me memories buried deep in my mind.
I want them out.
Please
get
OUT!

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PandaPants
posted a quote
November 3, 2015 5:18pm UTC

You are the one I want.

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PandaPants
posted a quote
November 5, 2015 8:30pm UTC

One day, scissors will be for paper.
One day, razors will be for shaving.
One day, knives will be for food.
One day, food will be for eating.
One day, pills will be for the sick.
One day, we will recover 🌹

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PandaPants
posted a quote
November 9, 2015 1:45pm UTC

I am a human-being
capable of doing terrible things..

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PandaPants
posted a quote
November 17, 2015 4:38pm UTC

Two butterflies, each a broken wing. Found each other amongst the trees. The pain they felt, with passion in mind. Helped each other to learn to fly.
-Me

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PandaPants
posted a quote
November 20, 2015 12:20pm UTC

Life is a book.
A new page every day.
& no matter how adjusted I get to these pages.
It never ceases to amaze me on the next page.
How quickly life can change in a single day.
How fast things can take a turn for the worst or for the better.
Never knowing if the next page is your last.
Living life in suspense.
Dying to live yet we're living to die.

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PandaPants
posted a quote
December 10, 2015 8:35pm UTC

Happiness is a delusion to mask the pain of reality.

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writtenrain*
posted a quote
December 10, 2015 6:51pm UTC

“HEY! HOW ARE YOU? HOW’S SCHOOL GOING?”
A PART OF ME CRINGES AT THE QUESTIONS
BECAUSE THOSE THOUGHTS ARE MY OBSESSION
THEY TORMENT ME ENDLESSLY
CLAIMING MY MIND’S IN A DEPRESSION
SO THE TRUTH BEGS FOR MY CONFESSION
BUT I KNOW, IF I WERE TO DO SO
MY WORDS WOULD BE FLAGGED FOR VIEWER DISCRETION
SO I’M STUCK WITH THIS SADNESS AND AGGRESSION
TRYING NOT TOxFUCK UP YOUR IMPRESSION
OF MY PERFECT LIFE AND HAPPY EXPRESSION
BECAUSE WHO AM I TO MENTION
THAT MY LIFE IS ALL A LIE?
THAT THE HAPPY FACE YOU SEE IS STRUGGLING NOT TO CRY?
THAT HALF THE TIME I’M WONDERING
JUST WHAT WOULD HAPPEN IF I DIED?
IN TRUTH, I KNOW, YOU DO NOT MEAN TO PRY
BUT WHAT THExHELL DO YOU EXPECT AS A REPLY?
YOU DO NOT WANT THE TRUTH,
YOU’RE MERELY SEARCHING FOR A LIE
WITH A HEAVY HEART AND SHATTERED LUNGS
I’VE NO CHOICE BUT TO COMPLY
SO I BREATHE IN DEEP AND CLOSE MY EYES
AND EVERY ATOM IN ME IS STRUGGLING TO DENY
THAT I JUST WISH THAT I COULD RETRY
EACHxFUCKING DAY I LET GO BY
BECAUSE IT HURTS TO BE ALIVE
AND IT JUST SEEMS EASIER TO DIE
SO I PRAY THAT I CAN HIDE
THE PAIN BEHIND MY LIFELESS EYES
WHEN I SIGH
AND SAY
“I’M FINE”

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StephyTheCutie
posted a quote
October 21, 2015 3:35pm UTC

Don't grow up.. It's a trap.

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PandaPants
posted a quote
October 19, 2015 12:57pm UTC

I am never afraid of drama,
I was raised up in that sh*t.

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PandaPants
posted a quote
October 8, 2015 12:28pm UTC

Your past has you by a choke-hold,
you deserve it from what I've been told..

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PandaPants
posted a quote
October 7, 2015 10:24pm UTC

I’m a ghost, I called your name but you looked right through me..

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gab*
posted a quote
October 1, 2015 12:47pm UTC

I’m Meaner
than
my demons.

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PandaPants
posted a quote
September 24, 2015 3:36pm UTC

§
You watch me bleed until I can't breathe,
shaking, falling onto my knees..
& now that I'm without your kisses
I'll be needing stitches!
Tripping over myself,
aching, begging you to come help!
& now that I'm without your kisses,
I'll be needing stitches!
§

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