Last week, while I was sitting in class, I was thinking about how I need to love myself before he can ever love me.
[[[[[I thought about what I like about myself.]]]]]
I have to say I don't dislike my looks, but it's just that I feel others don't like how I look. And I don't care, really, or at least I try not to care.
So I tried to look at myself out of someone else's perspective, gotta say, it worked out well.
I started really easy, myself out my mothers perspective:
Sometimes she says my thumbs are cute. So I looked at them, feeling like I was someone else, and I could see them out of her eyes. And I saw they look cute on a weird kind of way.
And I was like 'Man, thats so cool!'
It gave a really good feeling, and later on the day I looked at myself in the mirror and I liked what I saw.
-And this really gave me hope he'd see something in me-
I don't love what I look like, but I think I'm happy with myself, and you guys should be too.
♥