Dear, anyone...
You’re beautiful. Don’t deny that you are. Don’t let anyone tell you that you aren’t, because if you are convinced that you are ugly, then whoever convinced you is the ugly person, on the inside. If you feel like you don’t belong in this world, just think about your whole life. From birth to now. Just analyze it all. Is everything you have been through and done in your life worth ending it, or do you want to keep on trucking and see what your future brings? Let me give you a hint. The right answer is to keep your life.
Nothing is worth dying for. Everyone was put on this planet for a reason, and that reason is for you to live your life the best you can. And when the time is right, you will die a peaceful death, not one that makes you suffer and give away your life.
Take it from someone who has been through what you’re going through right now. I’ve had suicidal thoughts. I used to be in a very dark place. I would cut every day. And now that I look back on that, it was the stupidest decision I ever made. And sometimes that old memory comes knocking on my door again, wanting me to end everything. And I stand tall and fight it off.
Don’t hurt yourselves, please. God put you here. He wants you to grow and prosper. And I don’t care if you don’t believe in all of the Jesus stuff. I’m just trying to point something out. You are meant to be here, so don’t let a few little bumps in the road bring you down. No one should kill themselves. No one deserves to live that low of a life.
And to people who encourage suicide, well.. I don’t know what to say to you. Actually, I do. If you’re telling someone that they’re only doing it for attention and that they should go ahead and kill themselves, and they actually follow through… I hope it makes you happy that you committed indirect murder. Think about that. Are you happy that you let someone kill themselves instead of saving their life? I don’t know about you, but in the end of the day, I would rather save a life than kill one.
And now, to end my rant, I just want to reassure you that you are important. You are a beautiful being and you matter to everyone. I know you matter to me. I may not know you, but you still matter. Don’t harm or kill yourself. Please. Whatever you do.
If you need someone to talk to if you’re in a fragile state and are thinking about self harm or committing suicide, please contact me. I’m always here to help. I will talk you through it. I’m not promising the best advice, but I am promising someone who will listen and care.
You matter.
Yourbeautiful*
Arilena :)*