IScrewedUp
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1 decade ago
That's good that you have him.
I'll kill him. No guy should ever do that to a girl. reply
IScrewedUp
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1 decade ago
What I did to her was horrible, but she finally talked to me today. :) She said she didn't know if we could ever go back to being close again but that she'd be willing to try. And my ex called me so it's actually a good day today :) reply
IScrewedUp
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1 decade ago
Hello beautiful :) reply
IScrewedUp
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1 decade ago
I moved away about a year or two ago, so no, I cannot go see her.
If I could, I'd kidnap and then I would make her to see her boyfriend because I know that's the one thing that could make her happy right now. Alas, I have a poor college student who struggles to even make ends meet. reply
IScrewedUp
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1 decade ago
She's blocked me on every site in which I'd be able to contact her. All my calls go to voicemail. My texts go unanswered. I know that I deserve the cold shoulder. What I did was awful. The fact that it wasn't the first time I've done it to her is worse. It just hurts to see her fall apart. She was once the happiest person, and I've slowly watched that happiness fade. reply
IScrewedUp
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1 decade ago
I f.ucked up. My best friend? She won't talk to me. I know she needs me though. Nobody else can see it, but I'm watching her slowly die. I don't know how to help her. I don't know if she wants to be helped. I honestly am wondering if it would be better for her if I just let her die. reply
IScrewedUp
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1 decade ago
Sorry I haven't been on.
vDon't hate yourself. reply
IScrewedUp
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1 decade ago
Huzza! And I've been alright I guess, how about yourself? reply
IScrewedUp
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1 decade ago
I like dinosaurs :) reply
IScrewedUp
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1 decade ago
Aww, that's cute. You can call me whatever you like :) reply
IScrewedUp
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1 decade ago
It's not creepy at all :) My laptop broke, so I'm borrowing a friend's at the moment. If you want to add me to your list up there, I would be honored. I miss you too reply
IScrewedUp
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1 decade ago
That's a good girl :) I just don't want you to make the same mistake that I did. I went insane after the break up. I got into drugs hardcore. Wanted to die. And I wanted her to feel miserable and guilty so she would take me back. I told her that it was all her fault. I ruined her life. But a friend got me to get my head out of my and realize that the world doesn't revolve around me. I have now been clean for 3 months, have regained friendship with the girl, and am actually good friends with her current boyfriend. She's happy, and that's all that matters to me.
And of course I care :) reply
IScrewedUp
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1 decade ago
Awwww, I'm sorry. I know that's really a suckish feeling. But don't kill yourself over it...It sucks knowing you're not the one for someone, but that just means there's someone else for you :) Don't let one guy ruin it all. But don't hate him for wanting something more. If you love him, let him be happy, and don't kill yourself. You'll find your prince charming soon love, I promise. Just be patient. reply
IScrewedUp
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1 decade ago
There will be more people to let in, you just have to not push them away. reply
IScrewedUp
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1 decade ago
Trust me, I'm not a good person. I deserve what I'm going through.
Don't worry about him, you're still young. You'll find someone some day who will make you realize why it would never fully work with him. :) You just have to to be willing to let that person in. reply
IScrewedUp
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1 decade ago
Thank you, for all of that. :)
And that's good that he's not with anyone. Maybe there's still hope :) He must be crazy for leaving you. reply
IScrewedUp
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1 decade ago
I hurt her. It was my fault.
I understand the not being able to let go part. I'm only holding on because she said that given some time, she may let me back in again. My friend's trying to help me with her. I'm sorry the same thing happened to you :( But I've learned that though it's impossible to let go of the memories, you have to let go of the person they're with. I mean, I truly love her. Do I want her back? Of course I do. But right now, she's happy with some other guy. I don't want to ruin that for her. I love her enough to want her to be happy, even if it means I'm not the reason for her smile. reply
IScrewedUp
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1 decade ago
I'm all of those things, I'm not lying. I'm worse than any guy you'll meet. As a friend, I'm good to girls. I'll respect them. But I used to get drunk and hook up with random s.luts I'd meet at parties. I have one girl that I am completely in love with, but I ruined things with her. I don't really want any other girl unless it's for a one night stand. reply
IScrewedUp · 1 decade ago
That's good that you have him.
I'll kill him. No guy should ever do that to a girl.
reply
IScrewedUp · 1 decade ago
What I did to her was horrible, but she finally talked to me today. :) She said she didn't know if we could ever go back to being close again but that she'd be willing to try. And my ex called me so it's actually a good day today :)
reply
IScrewedUp · 1 decade ago
Hello beautiful :)
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IScrewedUp · 1 decade ago
I moved away about a year or two ago, so no, I cannot go see her.
If I could, I'd kidnap and then I would make her to see her boyfriend because I know that's the one thing that could make her happy right now. Alas, I have a poor college student who struggles to even make ends meet.
reply
IScrewedUp · 1 decade ago
She's blocked me on every site in which I'd be able to contact her. All my calls go to voicemail. My texts go unanswered. I know that I deserve the cold shoulder. What I did was awful. The fact that it wasn't the first time I've done it to her is worse. It just hurts to see her fall apart. She was once the happiest person, and I've slowly watched that happiness fade.
reply
IScrewedUp · 1 decade ago
I f.ucked up. My best friend? She won't talk to me. I know she needs me though. Nobody else can see it, but I'm watching her slowly die. I don't know how to help her. I don't know if she wants to be helped. I honestly am wondering if it would be better for her if I just let her die.
reply
IScrewedUp · 1 decade ago
Not so well.
You?
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IScrewedUp · 1 decade ago
Sorry I haven't been on.
vDon't hate yourself.
reply
IScrewedUp · 1 decade ago
Huzza! And I've been alright I guess, how about yourself?
reply
IScrewedUp · 1 decade ago
I like dinosaurs :)
reply
IScrewedUp · 1 decade ago
Aww, that's cute. You can call me whatever you like :)
reply
IScrewedUp · 1 decade ago
It's not creepy at all :) My laptop broke, so I'm borrowing a friend's at the moment. If you want to add me to your list up there, I would be honored. I miss you too
reply
IScrewedUp · 1 decade ago
That's a good girl :) I just don't want you to make the same mistake that I did. I went insane after the break up. I got into drugs hardcore. Wanted to die. And I wanted her to feel miserable and guilty so she would take me back. I told her that it was all her fault. I ruined her life. But a friend got me to get my head out of my and realize that the world doesn't revolve around me. I have now been clean for 3 months, have regained friendship with the girl, and am actually good friends with her current boyfriend. She's happy, and that's all that matters to me.
And of course I care :)
reply
IScrewedUp · 1 decade ago
Awwww, I'm sorry. I know that's really a suckish feeling. But don't kill yourself over it...It sucks knowing you're not the one for someone, but that just means there's someone else for you :) Don't let one guy ruin it all. But don't hate him for wanting something more. If you love him, let him be happy, and don't kill yourself. You'll find your prince charming soon love, I promise. Just be patient.
reply
IScrewedUp · 1 decade ago
Haha, thank you! :) Hello!
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IScrewedUp · 1 decade ago
There will be more people to let in, you just have to not push them away.
reply
IScrewedUp · 1 decade ago
Trust me, I'm not a good person. I deserve what I'm going through.
Don't worry about him, you're still young. You'll find someone some day who will make you realize why it would never fully work with him. :) You just have to to be willing to let that person in.
reply
IScrewedUp · 1 decade ago
Thank you, for all of that. :)
And that's good that he's not with anyone. Maybe there's still hope :) He must be crazy for leaving you.
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IScrewedUp · 1 decade ago
I hurt her. It was my fault.
I understand the not being able to let go part. I'm only holding on because she said that given some time, she may let me back in again. My friend's trying to help me with her. I'm sorry the same thing happened to you :( But I've learned that though it's impossible to let go of the memories, you have to let go of the person they're with. I mean, I truly love her. Do I want her back? Of course I do. But right now, she's happy with some other guy. I don't want to ruin that for her. I love her enough to want her to be happy, even if it means I'm not the reason for her smile.
reply
IScrewedUp · 1 decade ago
I'm all of those things, I'm not lying. I'm worse than any guy you'll meet. As a friend, I'm good to girls. I'll respect them. But I used to get drunk and hook up with random s.luts I'd meet at parties. I have one girl that I am completely in love with, but I ruined things with her. I don't really want any other girl unless it's for a one night stand.
reply