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bubbleheart*
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November 13, 2012 9:16pm UTC

him: stop hurting yourself.
me: no. im not stoping for anyone, youre no different.
him: fine then.
me: okay..
him: then ill do it every night until you stop.
me: DONT TALK LIKE THAT. him: oh so youre allowed to cut and not me? ill stop when you do.
me: NO. NO. NO. NO. no no no no no no STOP.
him: bye.
*ignored me for a day*
me: im checking your arms tomorrow.
him: no. youre not allowed to, i dont want you to cry.
i hate myself.

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bubbleheart*
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November 14, 2012 8:39pm UTC

Suicide plans ruined because my little sisters birthday is tomorrow..
i cant do drugs anymore either.
guess it has to wait.

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bubbleheart*
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November 14, 2012 8:42pm UTC

right after you said that to me;
the WORST thing i could imagine happening right then, happened. and because you already said goodbye i knew i was by myself.
nobody will know..
i needed you and i knew you wouldnt be there. it took everything i had while i was crying not to call you and have you save me.

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bubbleheart*
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November 14, 2012 8:44pm UTC

And I dont need a superman;
to fly me to the stars,
and back again.

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bubbleheart*
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November 16, 2012 12:44am UTC

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bubbleheart*
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November 16, 2012 12:47am UTC

my parents found out.
my family knows.
my friends parents know..
my "best friends" sold me out.
ive never been in deeper bullshiit than this ever..

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bubbleheart*
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November 16, 2012 12:49am UTC

when you seriously have nobody to go to.
when everyone around you is sketchy and fake, two faced, a back stabber, a current one, or has done so in the past. when nobody is safe. when theres no trust. when youre all alone again.
they know everything now..
i cant face you ever again..

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bubbleheart*
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November 16, 2012 12:54am UTC

It must have been a place so dark, you couldnt feel the light;
reaching for you through that stormy cloud.
Now here we are gathered, in our little home town.
This cant be the way you meant to draw a crowd...
^ i want this song at my funeral when i kill myself ok.

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bubbleheart*
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November 16, 2012 12:58am UTC

i made his mother cry.
lol oops.
its ok i hurt everyone, no worries. (:

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bubbleheart*
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November 16, 2012 3:02pm UTC

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bubbleheart*
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November 16, 2012 3:11pm UTC

OK SO.
Theres this boy right? yea.
hes not happy. at all. he always looks like hes about to cry. he lost his mother to cancer, and lost it. lost it completely and wanted to die. you can see it. i knew him when we were little. but i didnt know him well. his brother dated my sister for a while. his brother decided to ignore the pain and sadness and laughed about it. honestly i think thats even more sad.. anyway.
so. i stalked his facebook the other day, then messaged him.
i let him know how i felt.
i told him every time i saw him from that point on, i was gonna hug him.
and i did.
every day.
hes a sweetheart honestly. he doesnt deserve this, i hate seeing him this way. i wish i could hug him forever and keep him from hurting..
but i cant. so ill do the best thing i can. but, today i hugged him and told him not to be sad. he said he wasnt anymore. i was like o.O? what? hes like yea, because you make my days better. you make me happier. then he hugged me again. i couldnt see his face, but i told him during that hug that he better be smiling. he said he was, and it was because of me.
he gives me hope.

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bubbleheart*
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November 16, 2012 3:14pm UTC

*talking to a boy*
him: (words i dont hear)
me: what?
him: (repeats himself)
me: *still didnt hear.* haha, yeah(: *hugs him and walks away*
then i processed it. he asked me what class i had next..
and i hugged him and left o.O...

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bubbleheart*
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November 16, 2012 3:19pm UTC

WHY DO MY FRIENDS KNOW THE GUYS WITH CUTE HAIR AND I KNOW IMMATURE CREEPS WITH BAD HAIR UGHH
LIKE WHAT.
NOT FAIR.

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bubbleheart*
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November 16, 2012 3:26pm UTC

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bubbleheart*
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November 16, 2012 3:30pm UTC

All of the memories so close to me just fade away.
All this time you were pretending-so much for my happy ending.
Nice to know that you WERE there. thanks for acting like you cared; and making me feel like i was the only one.

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bubbleheart*
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November 16, 2012 3:32pm UTC

NICE TO KNOW WE HAD IT ALL.
THANKS FOR WATCHING AS I FALL.
AND LETTING ME KNOW WE WERE DONE..
YOU WERE EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING THAT I WANTED.

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bubbleheart*
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November 16, 2012 3:37pm UTC

WHY YA WANNA BRING ME DOWN?
IVE SPENT TOO MUCH TO GIVE A DAMN,
WHEN IVE GIVEN YOU 110.

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bubbleheart*
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November 16, 2012 3:48pm UTC

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bubbleheart*
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November 16, 2012 3:53pm UTC

I think your mouth should keep quiet,
because it never tells the truth.
so tell me.
so tell me why does it have to be this way?
why cant things ever change.

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bubbleheart*
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November 16, 2012 4:29pm UTC

I went through my moms facebook because it was open on the laptop. i read the messages between her and my aunt. the aunt that told my mom about my eating disorder and got me sent away. messages from the first hospital and second, i felt that pain all over again.

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