it
feels like i'm just standing still and
watering a flowing stream.
i don't see the
point cause there is no point.
yet here i
am.
it's like i'm
setting myself up
for the biggest fall of my life.
i know myself,
it's THE ONE THING I WOULD NEVER
COMPROMISE.
he's too cute.
his eyes, smile,
laugh.
i like it
all.
But i know how it would
end.
so
here i am.
