Seeing you tonight you were so close but i couldnt even say hi i couldnt even say im sorry i could hardly even look at you because when i cought the slitest glimpse of you i started crying. I miss how things were when we first met. hanging out together at the beach. just being best friends. you coming and helping work with me. golf cartin around my farm and & tigger. i miss those things so much. i was so confused when i was with you but now that we dont talk i am so miserable your all i think about now my grades have dropped i cant concentrate. i want to be friends again. but how. how? im scared that if we would make up that things would be awkward and so different. i just want it to be like it was last summer fun, crazy, exciting, i was so happy but look at me now. im lost. i hope i can start making right desisions.
I thought that maybe, just maybe we could be friends again. i had so much hope. i missed you so much. but now, now after you said those things i dont think i can ever forgive you its not right even if you were joking, its nothing to joke about Format by Sandrasaurus
when we were best friends i saved all of my voicemails from you. in them you said that you were my best friend and that i should call you back and all of that cutsy stuff. i loved those messages so much. i would have to listen to them in order to hear a new message that i got. i got a voicemail yesterday. i havent opened it yet. because in order to listen to it i have to listen to all of the messages from you. i dont think i will ever be able to open that voicemail yet. because i know that when i hear the things that you say, your voice. i konw that ill start crying. i miss you.
rarelove posted a quote
February 26, 2012 7:39pm UTC
He was never my boyfriend, but i miss his hugs, his smiles,his advise, his love, his kindness, the times we cried together, the times we laughed together. i guess i fell in love with our friendship. nmq. Format by Sandrasaurus
rarelove posted a quote
February 24, 2012 10:54pm UTC
he was my best friend we told eachother everything i didnt mean to upset him sometimes i guess i make things worse and i cant take any of it back i miss my best friend so much