Emotional state is at 40/60 at the moment. A few months ago it would have been depressingly sad 90% of the time, and 10% laughing at memes. I think basing progress on your past self is the only real way to progress. I'm not at the happy medium, but it's enough for right now. Thank goodness i have enough distractions now. Good distractions are always welcome.
Sometimes I wanna stitch my lips together to excuse myself from spoken debates since words slip off my finger tips so much more easily than they do my tongue and in an argument my upper hand is always swallowed by a faster mouth
Why should I care about what happens to you? Why should i bear any burden, when you did this to yourself? I can't come along and make things right, that's impossible. You think too highly of me. You think i can do it all, when i can't. I can't make your life suck any less. All i can do is watch out for myself and know my limits. You should have seen this coming far in advance. It's so like you to quietly wait till the last minute and expect me to come through with a solution. Our parents have spoilt you rotten. You're far too dependent. Grow up. There's only so much that i can do for you. I don't need that pressure. Just know your own limits instead of quietly wasting away. I'm not the miracle worker you thought i was. You have to be responsible for your life. It's not that hard.