Your darkest secrets lay within a dream. Most say they never dream but deja vu is nothing more then an ellipse of a dream you never wanted to face. Every night your mind lay awake. It replays moments that you emotionally play through the day. Your darkest secrets lay within a dream. That dream the was so sad you woke up in tears. That dream that was so scary you woke up in a state of sleep paralysis that not even a mother hugs could fix. You don't believe that those monsters are real until the mean girl spreads a rumor or the thing you wanted most in your whole life slips between your fingers. Your darkest secrets lay within your dreams. That moment of goodbye that plays on repeat without skipping a beat. The acceident that never seems to fade from minds eye. They lay in your dreams waiting for the day that you see that everything happens for a reason. That reason may simply be: its not always meant to be the way you planned but you will get to where you need to be.
You’re voice is full of toxins that spill into words, words that make me naive because of the chemicals they expose when you open your mouth, They cause me to need you, to trust you, to love you. It’s a drug, one that I can’t stop inhaling.
☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾ You ask my why all of my writing sounds sad, but you don't understand the way it manifests. The way my words are strung fairy lights, in an empty house at midnight, trying to make all of the dark edges beautiful again. ☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾