I still cry over you
when I hear Frank Sinatra because I remember the time you and your brother sang "Mr. Success" to me. I don't wanna think about the future because I always expected you to be in it and I don't know what to do now that you aren't. I mean, I didn't actually expect us to fall in love and get married like we always joked about, but I never thought you would just cut me out of your life like you did. I thought you would be that one friend from high school that I'd be able to call up when I'm thirty. I though we'd always be best friends even if we moved to different states and married other people. And even though I don't have a "crush" on you anymore and I wouldn't wanna be your girlfriend even if I had the opportunity, I still love you. And no matter who else comes into my life and who else I have feelings for and who else loves me, I'll never get over you.