i wish I could be happy. I wish I could look in the mirror and f.cking feel good about myself. But I don't. And it doesn't give you the right to tell me I'm "insane for having no self-confidence". I'm 16 years old for crying out loud. Guys call me a lesbian, girls tell me weird, so how the f.ck do you think I'm going to feel? Do you think I'll be happy all the time and life will be sunshine and butterflies and all that f.cking bull?