THAT ONE FRIEND FROM THE PAST
Year 2010 I knew you so well
2011 we started talking way to less
Don't know what came between us both
was it my "ego" or your stupid road?
My birthday dawned and I wasn't alone
Though something was missing from this home
I texted you, 'cause I missed you but you did not reply
I waited for days and after days your answer arrives
We talk for few days then you suddenly shun me out
I break and try not to cry but it hurt me a lot
I gave up on us but never on you
It hurt me badly, those words few.
One fine day you text me again, I ignore the past and live the present
I replied and we talk nicely for one day
Then you backlash at me for some petty reason from the summer end
You call me "egoistic" and repeat some words again and again
But I didn't say a word to you 'cause somewhere you were still my friend
I don't know what has gotten you so crazy, your new gf or your assumptions bout me
It's sad to know that after years you don't even remember me
You judged me for something I wasn't, my insecurity was mistaken for ego by you
I never thought we'd walk down a road known to many but escaped by few
No now it doesn't bother me, this time I closed my door first
You try to act like a saint but you're just a human
But in the end somewhere still in the past your still my friend
Cause you were there for me when noone would stay
I hate what has gotten into you, you're striking up a fight on purpose
I don't want you now, I don't want you never
But in the past the memories are rich
Yes you were good then but now you're just a mask I couldn't read
You called me words but I can't do that you
'cause somewhere in past you still mean a lot to me
I know I mean nothing to you today
I don't even expect you to realize your mistake
But I just hope someday you'd realize
I never gave up on you neither it's not like I didn't care for you
I was just insecure, I just didn't wanna force you to stay
but first, after our break, I was the first one to text you a "hey"