chasitia46 posted a quote
July 24, 2016 11:19pm UTC
The Unknown By: Chasitia It causes fear It brings curiousity It makes you tremble It creates panic It frustrates you It makes you believe It shows threat It beacons of dispear It symbolizes evil It helps you sweat It sounds of madness It bestows upon you weakness It swirls with danger But what is "IT"? Nobody knows.
“” The pain of losing out on experiences will always be greater, in the long run, than the pain of getting burned by a single experience gone wrong. Wounds heal. Sores close over. Life keeps flowing past every injury and upset that we encounter along the way. But the dull, throbbing ache of never having gone for anything – that’s the kind of pain that dismantles you from the inside out. That’s the pain that follows you through your life, that refuses to dislodge from the backburner, that slowly but surely drives you mad, wondering what would have happened if you’d only taken that one chance.
"I want to write like no one's watching, I want to write to my heart's content. I want to say all there is to say with no regrets or consequence. I want to disown this unknown pen name, and brand myself into everything." - Unknown
That night your eyes shined so bright even in the darkness and your lips kissed both your cigarette and my skin so gently. Your voice had sounded better than my favourite songs and your words melted my heart more than my favourite books. Your soul was so pure and you were glowing perfection and that night you loved me. And that's how I choose to remember you.
❝I keep telling myself maybe we were too young, like meeting at 15 years old wasn’t old enough for you to keep me around. I guess we both had a lot of living left to do like new people to meet, other people to ‘love’ and new places to see. But as the days turn into months and months will eventually turn into years do you go looking for me in others, do you do things that we used to do, just so I cross your mind on purpose? When you are 18 and realize you can make your own decisions, without your high school friends that you don’t see anymore or when your parents finally get off your back, will you look me up on some social media site and realize I look different like my hair is shorter and I dyed it blonde, will you look at my smile and realize I don’t smile the way I used to smile when we were young and in love, will you notice little changes that only you and I would notice? Do you ever think of your future and hope somehow someday we will meet again, the same way we met that first time when we were both 15 and never felt love like this before… I know for sure that days turned into months and even when they turn into years my love for you will never die, until I do. But even when I’m six feet under your voice will still remain in my ears and your touch is all my skin will feel and your face is all my eyes will see, but at least I won’t be able to feel the aching pain in my heart every time I hear your name or when someone asks me about my first love. —Unknown