I don’t think I love him anymore. I love how happy he made me. I love the old memories. I love the old person I know. I love that he liked me. I love that he cared about me. All Those Things Are Past Tense. Im stuck in the past because honestly..im scared. Im scared to lose him.but what I finally realized is that I already lost him. Hes in a different place. With new people, new surroundings, new things, new friends, new… girls. He changed. I hate so much to admit it but its true. I don’t love him. I love what I remember. Yeah it still tears me apart. Yeah it still hurts. Yeah I still cry.i finally realized that. I finally understand. I finally get it. Im..ready to move on now. I need to be happy.