I'm never gonna let you close to me Even though you mean the most to me 'Cause every time I open up, it hurts So I'm never gonna get too close to you Even when I mean the most to you In case you go and leave me in the dirt
Last night, I stood up to you, I told you how much you hurt me on a daily basis. I was fearless, and not afraid to walk away because the insecurity that I would never find somebody else disappeared. I started packing my bags, I took the money I made to support us, I called a taxi and as I was walking out the door, you were crying and begging me to stay and apologizing with promises you were going to change, but I turned my head and kept walking because this was something I've heard before. I got into the taxi, I didn't even wave goodbye or give it a second thought. I arrived at the airport on time for my departure, got on the plan with plans and hope for a new life that doesn't involve your emotional abuse and harsh words. I arrived in California ready to begin a new life, as you came running towards me with a gun, and just like that I woke up.
I love how sweet the first bite of new love tastes, the fresh breath of air you take after. The way it becomes addictive, something you can't see yourself living without. But it seems that over time, it becomes sour, and after each bite the sweetness just starts to fade into a bitter aftertaste that I can no longer stomach. It's become rotten and now has to be forgotten, tossed away just as anything that has spoiled over time.
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words are just air that flies into the wind, noticed once and never remembered again. So if you want to keep me, do not blow your loving air into my ear, instead use motions that cut through the wind, and prove that they are puzzle pieces that fit into one another. Eminem - Space Bound
It's not that I want to fall in love over and over knowing I'm going to end up broken, you can't control it when you feel the things you do. But I really wish I could, because I would've chosen you. Eminem - Space Bound
Dudu* posted a quote
September 16, 2017 9:12am EDT
My dreams and all the things I endlessly wanted are becoming old friends. I can’t believe it at all. I yelled but all that came back was “Just go." That phrase, that one phrase, Made me gather my hands and be still like an idiot. “I’m sorry.” saying it was like a habit. A saying beyond my understanding. Save me, I can’t see in front of me. I won’t let you go, I can’t anymore. I lightly smile but My insides are twisted without anyone knowing about it. “I’m sorry.” saying it was like a habit. - Mayday, got7