In a relationship, you need somebody who is gonna call you out, not someone who's gonna let everything slide. You need someone who doesn't want to live without you but can. Not somebody that is dependent but somebody who is stronger with you. A relationship is two people, not one.
I guess I am just tired. Tired of being talked about behind my back. Tired of being laughed at. Tired of being made fun of. Tired of feeling ugly. Tired of being ignored. Tired of feeling unloved. Tired of no one caring. Tired of pretending to be happy, when all I want to do is cry.
Its really sad when people constantly need validation and approval from others just to feel important or better about themselves It is sad when you cannot just feel better on your own, when you cannot make yourself feel better or just be content with who you are, and you constantly need other people to remind you or you need to pretend to impress people
There will be people you will want to talk to and trust and people you will want to avoid completely and never trust sometimes, it is hard to know which people are the ones to confide in and ones to avoid