The three stages of finals week:1. I'm gonna study the sh/t outta this stuff!! 2. I'll study tomorrow3. (tries studying day before tests) I'm gonna fail & then I'm not going to get into college & then I'm not gonna get the job I want & I'm not going to be able to support my family.. That's if I have a family because who is going to marry someone who failed high school & didn't go to college & works at wal-mart & omg my life sucks mom help me
TiredandTan posted a quote
December 15, 2013 11:15pm UTC
My life's already a wreck I don't need this too Just as I thought I was okay Everything became too much I just want to sleep Avoid everything and sleep Forget and sleep But that's not how the world works
Me: *Takes anti-depressant* *Ten minutes later, mom gets 'dissapointed' in me, because she thinks I'm lying about not knowing whether or not my sister broke one of her frames for one of her pictures.* Me: *Stops eating Cookie Crisp, feels like crying, just wants to sleep.* Thanks mom. It might be an anti-depressant, but it doesn't work right away and it still hurts that you don't believe me and trust me when it comes to family stuff.
Instead of cryin' once or twice a month.. It's changed to once or twice a week.. Instead of feeling happy for a day.. It's changed to two maybe three minutes.. Instead of fighting once or twice a month. It's changed to fighting daily. I don't even know what's going on..
"I'm just tired." Tired of being scared. Tired of not knowing. Tired of this place. Tired of being looked down upon. Tired of the past. Tired of the present. Tired of the people around me. Tired of hating who I am. Tired of never having one thing for correctly. Tired of losing. Tired of crying. Tired of smiling. Tired of laughing. Tired of life. Tired of everyone. Tired of being nervous. Tired of wasting time. Tired of worrying. Tired of the bullsh/t. Tired of the lies. Tired of the fake people. Tired of the as/holes. Tired of being in the dark. Tired of losing people. Tired of not being enough. Tired of the sameness. Tired of the drama. Tired of being alone. Tired of waking up. Tired of being trapped. Tired of being tired. Yeah, I'm just tired.