I hate my jealousy.
It is not fair to myself or those around me. I know it is just in my head, but why can't I let it go? When will my reason kick in?
I hate my insecurities.
I hate my selfishness.
I hate my awkwardness.
I hate my anxiety and my depression.
I hate feeling second best to everyone else.
I want someone who can look past my height and all other superficial things and actually get to know me.
I feel like i spend all my time listening that nobody cares to ask me anything. They all dump their problems on me, but when I have something to say, it falls upon deaf ears. When I have a problem, people think I'm just too moody and sensitive and should just get over it. Don't they understand that I desperately want to get over it?