random lyrics : i wanna remeber what its like to be okay i wanna be able to wake without wanting to see your face you put me through so much pain so much to explain all i know is that i love you and i want you to go away........ you meant everything to me and i was nothiong, clear to see so go and run along i need someone whose gonna stay and not just throw me away i want real love not just a fake so if you werent down for the long road should have never said you loved me too me we started off as close friends, never thought id be your girl friend when i fell in love i never thought there'd be n end
...News... i'm 18! March 7. Writing this on 4/14/20 late af lol It wasn't easy getting to where i am now, i will admit. I'm definitely happier than i have been in years. 🎔 ⁀⋱‿WIGBM ‿⋰⁀ 🎔 I'm currently 1 year, 6 months and 25+ days clean. My biggest accomplishment. ❥‿⋰⁀ 🎔 A quote i've been going by for a while now is, "Remember and appreciate the small, good things in life. You'll smile more." ❥‿⋰⁀ 🎔 Something I think I really want to say is, "K, I miss you. It'll be our 2 years anniversary on the 30th of this month, April. It's been a year, 3 months, and 23+ days since we lost connection. Please. Come back. I doubt you'll ever see this, but i just need to know you're okay. I miss you. More than anything and anybody. I told you you're irreplaceable. Hell, I wont even use your heart on anybody else. I miss you. I love you. Always and literally forever. I promised, and this is a promise i can't break because I emotionally will never get over you. You've been my best friend forever. I miss you. Come back. Please. Come back for me... ❥‿⋰⁀ 🎔 I wanted to thank everyone especially. This is my therapy when I couldnt talk to anyone. This was my diary, even though its all online and for the world to see. I'll still come by time to time. I'm almost done with high-school and things are just weird, but we're getting to our goals. ❥‿⋰⁀ 🎔 In, other words... I'm proud of myself. 🎔 ⁀⋱‿WIGBM ‿⋰⁀ 🎔
tornedsoul* posted a quote
October 18, 2019 12:22pm UTC
Spending time with you made me realize how big my heart truly is. Kind of like a hot air balloon floating towards a blue open sky and I’m in awe of how beautiful everything feels when I’m in your arms. You smile at me, and I look at you with a sigh of relief that maybe you’re the answer to my every prayer, the rainbow after every storm and the healing after every tear. Just a day spent laughing together with you makes me believe that miracles do come true especially when they’re shared with the person I’d love to spend the rest of my sunsets with and that’s always going to be you, sweetheart. You are a miracle to behold, and you are a miracle to every star I’ve ever told that I love you so much with every inch and with every beat of my carelessly mortal heart. I am alive with the purpose of making you feel every pulse that I have is for you because you are real.
Dudu* posted a quote
September 17, 2019 12:34am UTC
self talk. been very busy lately, have a class in an hour. 2 tests one after the other. presentations and assignments due soon too. dentist tomorrow, a few hours after the first test. a few hours before another test. busy. busy studying and spending time with family, it's been nice but draining. have holidays coming up soon. still have studying to do but won't need to leave the house for any commitments other than that. i like myself when i'm friendly and working hard. i'm very quiet and awkward sometimes. i dont know if i can fix it at this point. it's never too late. i'm going to be more engaged today. ok. back to studying for now.