People have so much hurt in them. It's sickening that people are the reason for others pain. In all honesty, it may be 'cool' now with all your friends watching as you emotionally scar another human being, but in 20 years that person is still going remember, even if you don't. If you didn't want to be that nasty part in their book called "Life" you should of thought about it before you deliberately crushed them when they were already being demolished. I bet it doesn't even cross your mind that words actually do effect people. Maybe you forgot about the list of all the people you damaged, but they won't forget. And it's sad to think you couldn't of just stepped out of your crowd of 'cool' and fix what you did, because then maybe they wouldn't be crying to themselves every night or laying on the bathroom floor with a pill bottle in their hands. You make me sick, whoever you are. It's time to grow up and realize that you're not as cool as you may feel. We are all just people, yes, but you happen to be one that sucks. Next time you open your mouth make sure you remember this. It's not just time for a change, it's time for YOU to change. Nobody deserves to feel such hatred and hurt just because you might have some issues deep down inside. Being a bully makes the word suicide real. This is not 'cool'. ~From the bottom of my heart. FUHK YOU.
a year ago, if you told me that my best friend, my confidant in the whole matter, was the mastermind behind the rumours that ruined my life, i'd tell you that you're crazy. but not everyone is what they seem. and sometimes, the people you trust the most are the ones who are ruining you.
They knocked again at my door, I opened it just like all the times before, I knew of the pain they would bring, But still I obeyed the door bell ring; Inside I invited them to be a good host, At my kitchen table we sat for our own private roast, Pictures of us were spread across the table, We looked at what we wanted to change but would never be able, They laughed, judged, and pointed out flaws to make me aware, They did this for so long I began to care, Then Silent they went because they had their fill, I rose and led them to the door, I know the drill, They exited leaving me with insecurities newly polished and shined, Back they went, the voices of my self hate, back into my mind.
KaylaJolynn posted a quote
September 12, 2013 11:11pm UTC
I just might put the extra effort forth to graduate early, just to get out of this town. I can't deal with the drama, secrets, and rumors anymore. I just want to move far, far away from here and never look back.
Wow .. I just started school on August 27th, and now, September 5th, and I've already heard rumors about me ... I did nothing wrong or even like anything except what I'm supposed to do ... Brand new school and a bunch of brand new people ... And there's rumors ... What the heck?!