*Freedom* posted a quote
April 28, 2018 11:33pm EDT
Dear you,Hey friend, you probably will never find this but this is my confession. We hang out a lot, and maybe it doesn’t mean anything to you, but my heart jitters every time you just stare at me. You make me feel like I matter, since you listen to everything I say and it makes me feel special. Maybe this might cross you one day, and I know you probably don’t feel the same way. I just wanted to say thank you.
nicholas james gardner i will love you till the end of time. theres never a day where i dont think about you if i were able to change one thing in my whole life it would be that mistake nothing else, even the hell i went through when i was younger because you made it better and now i have nothing nothing no one who will make me feel special who can tell me im beautful and ill believe it who i can plan my future with.... i want you I WANT YOU! AND ONLY YOU! DONT YOU SEE THAT!?!?! i wanna yell at u for the other day you made me think i had the one thing that made me excited to wake that made me happy that made me laugh that made me smile you made me think i had that back bc u asked me out again and i even asked if you were ready and you, YOU said YES.... but then wen we called you said it was 50% in the moment that was, that felt like a bullet to the chest.... and i forgive you because you didnt do really anything wrong.... but like a line in cinderella : i always wind up wishing and dreaming i dont suppose that does any good at all" im wish and dreaming for you to come back but why would you? its me? why would you even think about it? im horrible in my eyes but when we were together in my eyes you made me feel good. you didnt make me feel like a princess, oh but you made me feel like a queen...... and i will try my best to return the same, i wanna make u feel like ur king that ur not waiting to find a princess, but you had already had your queen......... which i would have hoped to be me but who was i kidding..... ur to amazing, cute,funny, and smart for me.... ilysm nicholas james gardner............. i hope you'll get together with me again but this time just not in the moment...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ One of my friends texted me this: ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Yeah cause u are totally the cheating type. this girl sounds like a freshman with a high social satus and thinks she is the most important. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Tbh, I've never been more happier to read this text.
-~-~-Mom, i'm sorry, I can't win with you. I've tried, but you won't give in. Not even for the most important reason. One day...and soon...You're going to lose me.. i'm sorry, i tried but you didn't do anything. i screamed so loud, you became deaf. i wasn't heard.-~-~- Felt I had to bring this back
"Ha, Ha, No" 5.5.16 You act fine, Like you were never mine. Don't lie, we both know you were once or twice mine before. But don't expect me to let you walk through my closed door. It's not for you, boo-hoo. You can weep while I peacefully sleep. I don't care, you weren't there. Now you're here, but I have disappeared. Saying you're sorry, Saying you're in love. Don't worry... Guess you were never taught to never mess with a b*tch that doesn't like strangers, 'Cos they're not afraid to bite. ~WIGBM As I look back at this 2 years later, this is cringy asf.