I'm sensitive to the point where if you look at me strangely or don't look at me at all tell me to stop talking or don't talk to me at all ignore my text or call whether what you did was an accident or you don't even realise you did anything at all It will change my mood for the whole day and my mind will be corrupted for the whole night
josie* posted a quote
January 26, 2014 12:19pm UTC
You know what? Yes, I have changed. I'm not as nice as I used to be, because i don't want to get used or walked over. I don't trust anyone and tell them my secrets, because behind every fake smile is a backstabber. I distance myself from people because in the end, they're only going to leave. I have changed because i have realised that i'm the only person I can depend on.
that moment when you realise that there is only one of you in the entire world so you are technically an endangered species and everyone else should protect you with their lives no matter what whether they like it or not
&& I wonder... i wonder if you ever stay away, thinking about me. I wonder if you ever dream about me. I wonder if you ever hear a song and think of me. I wonder if you ever catch yourself smiling because of me. I wonder if you ever think about the good memories with me. I wonder if you ever miss me. I wonder if you ever regret what you did to me. I wonder if you ever fight the urge to text me. I wonder if you ever wonder what could've happened with me. I wonder if you realize how much you love me. I wonder if you ever see me && think, "Damn, why'd I let her go?" ♥
She's laying down, music on. checkng her phone every few minutes, praying he will text her, knowing he wont. She's wondering what girls he is texting and what girl he has wrapped around his finger. She smiles, their song comes on. It reminds her of everything. She quickly replays every kiss, every hug, every laugh, every date, everything in her mind. She misses him and she misses the way they used to be. A tear slides down her cheek, && finally, she just breaks down. He's over her now, && she wonders 'Why can't I let him go?'♥ He's shooting his basketball. checking his cell phone in his pocket when it goes off, texting the new girl. Suddenly, she texts him something that reminds him of her... His old her. The girl he was madly in love. The girl that scared him so much to actually let her in and fall in love. So he ran away, breaking her heart in the process. He misses her smile and her laugh and the way he made her feel. He stops texting the new girl, and puts down the basketball. He reads their messages he never deleted, && wishes she would text him. But he knows she's probably over him now, && he wonders 'Why did I let her go?'♥