appleloop* posted a quote
February 5, 2014 7:35pm UTC
What do I do to ignore them behind me? Do I follow my instincts blindly? Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams, and give in to sad thoughts that are maddening? Do I sit here and try to stand it? Or do I try to catch them red-handed? Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness, or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness? Because I cant hold on when I'm stretched so thin. I make the right moves, but I'm lost within. I put on my daily facade, but then I just end up getting hurt again.
I would like to announce to my fellow wittians: that as of today, Febuary 1st, I am one month self harm free. There were alot of times that I wanted to relapse.. but I fought and stayed strong. I'm proud of myself. You guys can do it too. Keep your heads up and smile. STAY STRONG!
I'm not gonna give in, I'm not gonna fall. I'm not gonna be here whenever it is you finally call. This time it's over, I'm keeping my heart. I'm gonna be strong and not fall apart. It will get better, I'll no longer cry. In a couple of weeks, I won't want to die. I won't want to go back. I'll be able to sleep. It won't hurt so badly, and it won't strike so deep. I'm convincing myself; yes I'll find someone new. I won't be alone, and I won't be with you. Youre waiting for me to crawl back to your side, but it won't happen, not this time. I'm keeping my pride. So good-bye forever. I'll be on my way, It's gonna take time. But I'll be okay.
emmahood31 posted a quote
December 27, 2013 5:36pm UTC
All my life there has always been someone there to break my spirit and there always will be. They like to say you aren't pretty or you're too big in the wrong places and now I just say I don't give a flying f.uck because regardless of whether or not I'm pretty enough or not I am a much better person than they could ever be. I am proud to be who I am.