*Freedom* posted a quote
January 7, 2018 8:35pm EST
"i need a break" he said but that was not what I heard what I heard was "you're not good enough" "you changed" "i need some space" "i thought you were different" "i need some time apart from you" "i cant live with you" "go away"
so how come after 7+ years after making my first account here, i still cannot bear to sever myself from this website? yes, it is barron now but i think it holds a part of me for good I miss the lil supportive community we had here! also i cant stop posting here now help .
I got my bags all packed and I'm ready to go I'm standing outside of your figurative door and i'm ready for the flight or to fall off a cliff, but if it's alright with you I'd rather NOT MISS OUT ON US.
i lifted the wet silk close to my eyes, and then closer still. I had misread the blue word embroidered on the yellow silk. it was not Beloved. i had invented a word that was not there. beheaded. it was beaheaded. .
letitia posted a quote
January 11, 2018 3:26am EST
I am weightless free as a bird,ready to soar with scared wings and a scared heart.I am beautiful a tongue like a heatwave; abrasive and relentless.With my heart on my sleeve and my eyes on your soul. I am broken i am scared. I am stitched together with years of I love yous,and just as many years of allowing myself to believe. I am no longer hollow, I am free.