Dear best friend,
There are no pretty colors to this, nor pretty formats. These words, that I have typed with my pale boney hands come from my broken but still working heart. Though you tell me all the time words no longer help you; these words should be the things that would rather come out of my mouth than rather a pix-led screen. I have numerous times told you what you have meant to me, but I never really think you take it seriously. Because when you read this letter it doesn't say "Dear father," or "Dear neighbor"..
though remember the person that use to stay up until 5am with you just to make sure that you were going to sleep soundly, and safely. Sadly it has came to the time where you'd sleep just to run away from everything. Your body is sluggish when you wake in the morning and you dread to take even an inch of a step. You look into the mirror. You see a horrible person but I'd see only a sleepy face. You'd carry on your day wishing it would only end, but I wish I could spend a day with my best friend. The person that I look up to. The person I would of never known if they hadn't text me while standing in the middle of my kitchen. The person that I never get tired of talking to. The person that saves my life over a million times a day. The person I am terrified to lose... You are not the only one that wakes in the morning shaking. As if it is almost as painful to get dressed in the morning as it is to fall asleep at night. As the day goes by the sadness overcomes. The trances we live in are a thing we call hell. Our mind is the killer and we are the victim. The things you block out are the most important things you need to listen to. Please listen to me when I say you are amazing. There is no other person in this world that has done the things you have, for me. There is no other person that has calmed me down from crying when I am sad. There is no other person that has made me feel the slightest bit of beautiful. Do not tell me you are not amazing, because in my eyes you are far from horrible. You are perfect. There is no one that can change my mind. No one is ever going to love themselves completely, but I will always love you. I will always love your silly, goofy, talented, amazing self. I cannot get anymore simple, I never want to lose you. I need you. Please do not give up. Life is horrible I know, but I will not let you give up. You cannot leave, you'd be taking me with you. I will never leave your side. I will never leave your bright, flawless, amazing, talented, fantasic, incredible, kind, intelligent, wonderful, bashful, delightful, excellent, and perfect side. You are the person that holds my happiness, please keep it this way.
Your best friend <3