justkiddiing posted a quote
April 28, 2014 7:49am UTC
thank you for moaning my name when you where touching me all over thank you for that altough I killed the light because I didn't want to remember I was there (I know I looked into your eyes like that I know you didn't expect it I know I asked to go to your place I know these things) I remember my name better someone asked me once, how could you forget I said it's so long a lover couldn't ever sigh it into my ears but seems like somebody else could (I know you take girls here frequently I know it's the only reason I chose you I know I made myself an object I know these thngs) I prepared myself so it would be easy to forget but you made it imposible to let go off (I know know you will never call me anything else then my name I know you like my body more then my smile I know that for you this was just a pleasant surprise I know these things) whenever they ask my name I seemy name carved into your sweat it was writen in the stale air I was there I remeber clearly
justkiddiing posted a quote
April 22, 2014 2:48am UTC
this is guessing where you are in the morning. this is sneaking out this is wondering how many where before you this is wondering how many will follow after him this is shower and shower again this is facing that you're really broken but not knowing where to heal this is blaming alcohol this is hoping he didn't want your name this is hoping he didn't want your number this is hoping he didn't want your heart this is showering again this is realising that the girls that we call wh*res are broken, do this because they're hurting this is realising you're one of te wh*res now this is never going to that cafe anymore this is jumping when somebody thinks they recognise you this is screaming at yourself DON'T YOU HAVE ANY SELFRESPECT this is thinking you deserve a cup of thee but forget to put on watter why do you deserve a cup of thee? this is trying to be kind to yourself this is maybe it's natural this is how could it not be in my genes this is showering again
justkiddiing posted a quote
April 17, 2014 8:11pm UTC
I want to say that nothing ever tasted as good as our kiss and I miss your lips like I just discovered twinkies when they where taken out of the shelves moments like this happen all the time and they have no meaning but something changed that made this a one time thing a red moon, a nine eleven I'm waiting to get it back hoping for disaster because you tasted like rainwater that filled a stomach I didn't knew I had and I wanted to take it all in so I never got a chance to take my breath
justkiddiing posted a quote
March 22, 2014 8:24pm UTC
I just want to tell you that I know you don't want anything out of this but when I'm in our bed... you take girls here every night those walls heard them scream your name and I can't help but watch them insead of your eyes you don't mind that I don't want to go all the way you take me into your arms, and cover me in kisses there's no presure and you're so tender and it almost feels like you did this all for me
If you were in any way looking out for a sign to not harm yourself, disappear, or cry tonight, please take this as it. Stay strong tonight. Make tomorrow different. Recover your courage. Be brave.