cujo* posted a quote
February 27, 2013 10:49am UTC
"I like living. I have sometimes been wildly, despairingly, acutely miserable, racked with sorrow; but through it all I still know quite certainly that just to be alive is a grand thing." — Agatha Christie
People keep telling me to get over it get over him and that he's just a stupid guy thats he's and idiot and that he doesn't deserve me but thats just it he's just a stupid idiot guy the idiot i fell for the stupid guy im desperately still in love with and sure maybe he doesn't deserve me but i dont care because i think i deserve him he's everything i've ever wanted and needed and thats the problem
Im happy but miserable im right but im wrong im smart but im stupid im truthful yet im lying im throughly confused with my emotions i dont know which side is which i dont know whos winning i dont know the good or bad i dont know what to do
SANDD* posted a quote
February 28, 2013 11:03am UTC
I DESERVE BETTER THAN THIS. I DESERVE better than being treated like one of your guy friends. i have feelings & thoughts, I'M TIRED OF BEING treated like i just don't MATTER .&GUESS WHAT? I'M NOT COMING BACK.
Silent cries always hurt the worst... The ache in your throat and your chest... Knowing that no one is going to comfort you and wanting but not wanting them to at the same time... Feeling broken and vulnerable as you think about all of the things and people that you miss...
MUM: go study for exams, u are least interested about ur studies. DAD: u are not good at any sport, not interested in cooking, not interested in anything SIBLINGS: oh u are so weird, u are not even good in anything, if it was someone else they would have been better than you.ME: *feels miserable forever*