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justkiddiing
posted a quote
September 2, 2016 4:13pm UTC

it hapened when I was young
still developing as they call it
so it's easy to take it as blame
to take my trauma and name it
my creator, my genisis
because it has made me the strong woman I am
today, right? made me survivor.
made me miserable to be honest
made me crazy. Made me say no
to drinks and parties and men
made me mad, made me vengeful
made me the match to the gasoline
the lade in the river, overflowing
too much rain
mostly it made me scared
of dark and men and myself
of power, of currency, of expectations
broke me, really broke me
and made me stand up without feet
made me walk and run without feet
made fun of me as I fell without feet
until I walked, and then grew feet
then made me strong. Made me survivor
made me example of survivor
good survivor
I would have walked
if I never lost my feet
I would have been strong regardless
there is no creator but myself
I had to learn again
to lose the mad and gain compassion
to become the flower instead of the dager
the smile instead of the punch
but I got there regardless

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Aggressive Butterfly *
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August 26, 2016 10:41am UTC

I KNEW YOU WERE MINE
YOU SAID YOU WERE MINE
I THOUGHT YOU WERE MINE

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justkiddiing
posted a quote
August 22, 2016 6:33am UTC

it's been six weeks since I last saw you
but this week you'll be with me
for a very short time
only to leave me again
and I tried to get over this feeling
of needing you while you don't
need me
I text my ex boyfriend and cancel the date
last minute
accepting that at least for now
my heart is stuck with you
so I google "how to be so good in bed
so he won't leave"
I get tips on how to give head
not how to get in his head
it will always be like this
because my brain is a nomad
but my heart settled while you
are not that into me
so I'll play the part
of being available always
and smiling for the scraps you give
until your or my heart
decide to change

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justkiddiing
posted a quote
August 13, 2016 5:54am UTC

When I was 18
a guy of 23 told me that
I couldn't know misery yet
when I reached his age I'd know
why you drink to forget
He drunkenly held on to his pina colada
and I got mad
A friend told me that it's true
that you change a lot in those years
as I would have hoped because
it would be sad to stay stagnant
but I didn't count on this
When I got 19 I've slept in some
unfriendly bedrooms of unfriendly men
I ran of abroad and told a boy
that I'm the youngest girl alive
in my head, cause I was
he thought that was weird
because he always felt old
and he held me trying to sip up
my youth
I was on a plane with a man
who told me my loud voice could indicate
that I was uncertain about myself
I said no, that's not an option, I just like
being heard and don't worry,
you didn't put me in a identity crisis
because I'm only 20 and it's a state of mind
keep on embracing that feeling
and now I'm 21, I still lie in bed with boys
who I won't marry with but who think
that I am beautiful and I think I am
beautiful
And I'm still not clinging to pina colada's
but I have two more years to catch a trauma
that makes me so bitter that I stop trying
and colour black insides
with sweet liquor
but until then, I'm drinking
for nights to remember
instead of forget

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justkiddiing
posted a quote
August 13, 2016 5:34am UTC

I do not remember all of what happened
I see the bruizes , the marks that come
and go and sometimes stay
on my skin
I do not remember where they came from
the accidents, the pain, the glow
all of it is lost on me
so I torture my memory
look for the years that have worn me down
in this state of constant obivion
to the suffering I have endured
is it possible to become soft again
covered in this hard skin?
if day old scabs remind
you of years old trauma
is it possible to start over
when your skin refuses to forget
what your brain refuses to remmeber

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justkiddiing
posted a quote
August 13, 2016 5:14am UTC

Social media tells me
that there has to be a lot going on
while still standing still
constantly moving forward
and documenting that
while drinking thee and doing yoga
But I'm still writing poems
with the soul purpose of getting laid
and while my fitness progresses
so does my waistline because
I started feasting where I used to starve.
there's a lot of loud going on in my life
that I wish stayed quiet,
wispered only to me
I should be the queen of this technology
but I feel more like a servant
so I log out and check into my brain
it's still there
and that should be enough
no hashtag encompasses this passion
no picture captures this disire
and that should be enough

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whatdoidoo
posted a quote
August 13, 2016 1:48am UTC

[01:38] <Guest9997> i feel alone
[01:38] <Guest9997> even with the embrace of music
[01:38] <Guest9997> it isn't as soft or warm as the embrace of a person
[01:39] <Guest9997> i don't miss her, she wasn't good for me
[01:39] <Guest9997> but i miss the cuddling
[01:39] <Guest9997> and the cheering
[01:39] <Guest9997> and the support
[01:39] <Guest9997> and the closeness
[01:40] <Guest9997> the concept of having a built in best friend and constant supporter at all times
[01:40] <Guest9997> what a nice conept
[01:41] <Guest9997> no one understands my depth, nor do they attempt to understand
[01:41] <Guest9997> and because of it i am lonely

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whatdoidoo
posted a quote
August 13, 2016 1:46am UTC

[01:43] <Guest9997> why must i be so restless
[01:43] <Guest9997> no amount of attention or love will calm me
[01:43] <Guest9997> i have only myself to rely on
[01:44] <Guest9997> and I am unreliable.

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whatdoidoo
posted a quote
August 10, 2016 1:57am UTC

a knife constantly lodged in my heart, creating this restlessness. i turn to the ones who love me and beg for their grip on the handle of this unforgiving weapon. they tug and tug, but to no avail the knife sits still. i will sit and wait to cross someone who can pull the knife out. when will i realize that i am the only one who can do it?

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justkiddiing
posted a quote
July 8, 2016 12:26pm UTC

I am sick of nuancing other peope's mistakes
I don't care they had a bad day
I don't feel like standing above the flames of frustration
I let it consume me, from ashes to ashes
there is no place here for external reflection
The blazing arrows pointed at angry eyes looking at me
soon to target everybody who's even closeà
my rage undiscriminating, from dust to dust
My anger powers the phoenix in me to rise
the fire, consuming everything, has left me alone
just like me, nobody coated themselves in compassion
just like me they let the inferno roar

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justkiddiing
posted a quote
July 6, 2016 5:10pm UTC

This crazy is
An ex lover,
A neglectful parent,
A small screaming child
A little girl with nowhere to go
A dissease
An illness,
A condition of the mind,
A mindset,
A flaw of carracter
A cage I never tried to escape
A shadow over all the rest,
A blanket to cover up the fear
A murder with no body
A smell of rotten silence
A place I left years ago,
A past I forgot to forget,
A meal eaten alone
A dinner served cold
A sick society,
A sick calling from God,
A brilliant novel,
A poem

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justkiddiing
posted a quote
July 6, 2016 5:09pm UTC

I've read so much
I have read too much
they have written me a dessert
they have written me an ocean
but even when I'm standing in that mud
somebody will write me a city or a forrest
I can never be in one place anymore
because I have read too much
told me love would sweep me of my feet
and carry me trough any situation
told me love would leave
told me love doesn't exist
every person I meet is a persona
I can't see faces anymore
because I have read too much

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justkiddiing
posted a quote
June 29, 2016 4:08pm UTC

Show of your pages
and I will read you like a book
And I'll cry over your tragedy

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posted a quote
June 26, 2016 3:44pm UTC

During the summer, there was a girl. I, however, was not responsible for anything that happened between us. She was the one who would talk about wanting to kiss me. She was the one who asked if I liked her. She was the one who curled into my side when we watched movies. My relationship with her didn't last—whether it existed at all could be debated—but the effect that it has on me endures. Maybe if it had lasted longer, I would have learnt her confidence.
I could use it. I wish I had the courage to break this social protocol I constructed in my head and ask you to tea for me and whatever you want for you. Or the guts to take your phone and scare it with my selfies. Or maybe the insanity to reach for your hand.
I promise I won't propose anything rash. We don't have to become a promise-ring-wearing, take-on-the-world-because-we-won't-fall duo. I'm not sure I'd want that. But what would be wrong with laying on the grass during the summer and alternating between reading excerpts of e.e.cummings and sharing bad puns? I know damn well that by now you've figured out that I'm secretly a romantic, but I have a suspicion that you are, too.
But the one thing about two shy introverts is that nothing will ever happen if fate doesn't shove them together.

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justkiddiing
posted a quote
June 23, 2016 11:55am UTC

I made a house out of myself
for you while I am a drifter
by nature
what if you don't like my new walls built for your comfort
what if you don't think the funature is comfotatble
or your taste, what if you're a nomad yourself
and my insides stay empty
they told me to never make a home of a person
I never realised that others wouldn't dare to live in me aswel
because it's scary that your roof may pack up themselves
and leave
No welcomemats and fireplaces can eliminate that fear
if you show someone the low costs and nice garden
they'll wonder why nobody else lives there before
not realising that the house was only built for them
when the nomad leaves
the drifter has to realise being a house is not it's nature
but I'll keep the door there
in case you change your mind

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musicure
posted a quote
June 18, 2016 4:45pm UTC

I won't go
I just wanna be your shadow

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justkiddiing
posted a quote
June 14, 2016 8:44am UTC

this paper is my shrink
makes me confess my sins
and the tragedies that came over me
This is my written word rehab
learning to let go of my addicion
with my sadness and loneliness
Learning to stand tall by meself
exposed for others who want to
read about my journey
No I'm not happy, not proud
not yet strong or brave or smart
but it's a work in progress
pretending is half the work
until I get there I can be honest here
about the fear of being unnoticed
fear of being alone
or unloved
or me

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justkiddiing
posted a quote
June 13, 2016 4:48pm UTC

When our song slowed down
I realised it was my song
all along
I aways bottle it up
but now I pour out the love
for myself
Because you where killing me
kindly and my skin is thicker but it burns
all the same
and you will get better
in your never new year
and I'm gone
We tought it was a love song
but I realised it was mine
all along

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justkiddiing
posted a quote
June 12, 2016 4:36pm UTC

Men only kneel for gods and kings
because of fear so
Do not kneel for me
Take my hand by your side
Let the altar made for me
be devoid of blood of goats or virgins
Don't bring me flowers
let them grow in the wild
If you wash my hair
I will wash your back
Learn how to spell love
as giving instead of offering
To adore me is the same
as to pitty me
Do not adore me
Take my hand by your side

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justkiddiing
posted a quote
June 8, 2016 4:49am UTC

If I could summerize myself
I would, but I can't so I wont
I think a lot of it boils down to controle
and the contole is because
I haven't learned how to love
myself, not yet
love, once my dear friend
has become a stranger
to me, would I recognise
it when it walked my way?
If love is a rush, an blush
more fysical than mental
then I might have found it
but it would be found in every
dark ally where you would flee
if love is the same routine
comfort and unsurprising
then I might have found it
but it's tearing me apart
because there's no respect
neither of these are love
so the search continues
back to the feeling of that
boy that put my hair behind
my ear and held his breath
to not startle the beauty

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