If you're looking for love Know that love don't live here anymore He left with my heart They both walked through that door without me If you're trying to find pity well, you need to look somewhere else 'Cause I surely can't help you I'm hurting myself I've turned into someone else
I got the best news today, so my cousin and his friend have been talking again after a big fight that went down a couple months. Anyways I had always liked him and had a crush on him. We used to be so close. He told my cousin and his mom a while back that if he wasn't in a relationship that he'd be with me. Well today I found out that they broke up which is amazing because she was psycho!! I just can't afford to get hurt again...
I guess I thought if I loved you enough, it would fill the space between us, and press against the walls. There would be cracks and fissures in the sheetrock. And maybe, just maybe, the pressure would be enough to keep us from falling apart.
My future spouse should know: -I live in books -I have a billion notebooks, but only use a handful of them. -I will get excited if a song I like comes on the radio. -I take horrendously long showers. -I don't cry much, but when I do, it's at my lowest. -A hug can go a long way. -I'm as loyal as they get. -I get very uncomfortable around too many people. -I drink coffee all the time. -I check my watch a lot so I have something to do, not because I have somewhere to be. -I love surprises. -I love when people leave little random notes for me. (Post-its, inside covers of books, ect.) -There isn't a single day that I won't listen to the things on your mind. -I get through most days by thinking "It'll pass. We'll figure it out."
I would just like to establish, that I have wanted to speak to LaughingForVariousReasons for weeks now. One of her quotes got me addicted to a song, I've loved all of her writing, and seriously looked through her quotes until the a.m., but I still haven't ever spoken to her. Why? I don't know.
Met This Girl Late Last Year She Said Don't You Worry If I Dissapear I Told Her I'm Not Really Looking For Another Mistake Called An Old Friend Thinking That The Trouble Would Wait But Then I Jumped Right In A Week Later Returned I Reckon She Was Looking For A Lover To Burn But I Gave Her My Time For 2 Or 3 Nights Then I Put It On Pause Until The Moment Was Right I Went Away For Months Until Our Paths Crossed Again She Told Me "I Was Never Looking For A Friend Baby You Can Swing Around My Room Round 10 Baby Bring The Lemon And The Bottle Of Gin" We'll Be In The Sheets Til The Late AM Baby If You Wanted Me You Should Of Just Said She's Singin' Ah Lahmlahlah... That Heart Is So Cold