The reality behind a broken person is that they look okay when they are around you. They laugh and even crack their own joke. They wear the most beautiful smile and constantly encourages you to be happy. But when the night comes and they are all alone. All they do is stare at the dark corners of their room while they fight the demons in their head. Fighting those negative thoughts all alone is never easy. So do not ever judge someone because they cry, because they are brave. Brave enough to withstand everything even with that tear stained face💕
"Here's some advice for the next one Don't let him lead you to the dark Don't tell him all your secrets He'll leave you with a broken heart He'll try and tell you that he wants you Just to keep you on the line And right when you're about to move on He pulls you back in every time" -Nicole Scherzinger (Run)
"Every single relationship will get "boring" after you've been together for ages. Love isn't just a feeling, it's a conscious commitment; to love every day, physically and emotionally. It's real hard, it's not always laughs and smiles and fun. People tend to quit when it stops being cute. "Oh the spark is gone." No, that's not how it works. You want somebody to never give up on you and love you unconditionally? Do the same. This isn't Hollywood, this isn't romantic happy ever after bs. Love someone when you don't want to. When they're being hard to love. That's the realist stuff there is."
tornedsoul* posted a quote
September 23, 2019 10:04am EDT
I thought about you a hundred million times- about how sorry I was, how much you changed my life, all the good times and the bad times played like movies in my head. I thought about you so many times that the individual streams of thought flowed into a river that constantly ran through my mind; a babbling brook of guilt that sometimes spilled out of my eyes. Ive spent so many hours trying to force these feelings of mine out of me and into the space between us, but the sounds get so lost in translation. Every song is just a single moment of bursting feeling, threaded through my vocal chords and woven into an image that takes several minutes to be seen. None of the songs are right. Like a painting of a place- the image is never the same as the real thing.I had almost forgotten the feeling you gave me. The single greatest gift I'd ever received. So unexpected and unexplainable. Feeling like I had never known my own soul, but somehow you saw it right away and pulled it straight to my surface so I could see it too. So I could show it to everyone. You did it again- the moment you spoke to me, I felt it. Your attention is like fire. It melts the whole world away.I begged you not to disappear again, knowing full well you'd say no. But I am selfish, and I asked anyway. Just so you'd know how much I missed you. Miss isn't even a strong enough word for the way I feel about being away from you. You isn't a strong enough word for what I'm missing. It's like the feeling that somewhere in another world, I didn't make those mistakes, and our whole lives were different because I never pushed you away. There's so much I want to say to you that my mind is too small to even think of it all. Instead the river will keep running. But a river has life- it is home to fish and it feeds the grass and trees on the riverbank. I know this river of feelings for you will lead me to an ocean someday. Maybe there I'll find the forgiveness I need to give myself.
tornedsoul* posted a quote
September 21, 2019 10:37am EDT
"I will forgive, but never forget, I'll love you from a far because that's as close as I'll get, I'll wait to see you in my dreams because I know thats the only time we'll spend, So many messages I have I just never send, I hope one day our hearts will mend, and the hurt will someday transcend, I let you go because love is free, I know the future isnt guarenteed, I don't need you, you don't need me, but our connection has definately given me a key, When I think of you I go to the sea, it gives me a sense of peace, and helps me connect the puzzle pieces, it took me too long to see, Some things are not meant to be"
opalescent* posted a quote
September 21, 2019 12:43am EDT
now the day bleeds into nightfall, and you’re not here to get me t h r o u g h i t a l l. i let my guard down, and then you p u l l e d t h e r u g; i was getting kind of used to being s o m e o n e y o u l o v e d.