I'm trying to reach out. But no one is listening. I've fallen in a ditch, more like a grave. Will no one help pull me out? I feel like im dying. Is this my home now? I dont belong here. I feel unwanted. I'm not who I want to be, nor whom they want me to be. Who am I besides the girl's name that is so-called mine. It's amazing to witness the ones that come to hep on their own. it's amazing to witness it's the ones that want to be there... Just to finally have an excuse as to why I should "give in". Just to finally have an excuse as to why I should do what it is they want me to do. Where did you go? Nowhere. You've been here all along. Doing nothing. Do I deserve that? Do I deserve the nothing you're giving? What do I deserve? I thought I was better. I thought I finally did it. I thought I finally made it. Truthfully, there are so many there. But they're waiting for something that is never going to happen. It's a test, can't they see? Its a test that none of us are passing. I'm losing grip and no one is doing anything. My hands are hurting, as well as my body, and heart. End this pain, I beg. End it. its happened one too many times these past 7 years, one too many. I'm trying to reach out. But no one is listening.
Anujsomany posted a quote
January 26, 2015 8:38pm UTC
"Something that is said with the word “YOU” is truly heard by a very few and, that too, listened only of someone who leads a very simple life and regularly says the things refreshingly new because “YOU” has a tone and texture of an ADVICE, which everyone tries to give than take from others as almost all consider themselves to be WISE." ~Anuj Somany
COMPLIMENTS THAT AREN’T ABOUT PHYSICAL APPEARANCE 1) You’re empowering. 2) I like your voice. 3) You’re strong. 4) I think your ideas/beliefs matter. 5) I’m so happy you exist. 6) More people should be listening to what you have to say. 7) You’re a very warm hearted person . 8) It’s nice seeing such kindness. 9) You’re very down to earth. 10) You have a beautiful soul. 11) You inspire me to become a better person. 12) Our conversations bring me a lot of joy. 13) It’s good to see someone care so much. 14) You’re so understanding. 15) You matter a lot to me. 16) You’re important even if you don’t think so. 17) You’re intelligent. 18) Your passion is contagious. 19) Your confidence is refreshing. 20) You restore my faith in humanity. 21) You’re great at being creative. 22) You’re so talented at ____. 23)I don’t get tired of you the way I get tired of other people. 24) You have great taste in ___. 25) I’m happy I stayed alive long enough to meet you. 26) I wish more people were like you. 27) You’re so good at loving people.
me listening Chop Suey What Serj says: Wake up! Grab a brush and put a little make up. Hide the scars to fade away the shake up! Why'd you leave the keys upon the table? What I understand: WAKE UP! FKDMFKDSMFKKFD MAKE UP. KDMFKMDSKFDKF SHAKE UP. DKMFDKSF KIDS KFDMFKDF TABLE.
Our eyes they cannot see, They’re wasted on people just like me I've been blind for too long, I thought I knew my right from wrong But now it only seems letting myself down Is it just in my dreams You'll have to be true to yourself, Then you’ll see
appleloop* posted a quote
November 28, 2013 6:35pm UTC
I'm stuck and falling fast. I'm slipping from my grasp. I'm losing will to love. I've almost had enough. I'm young, I'm dying young. While listening to a melody sung. I don't know why I should stay. Other than to make sure you're okay. You're what's keeping me here. You and all, I hold so dear. How selfish could I be? To escape, to be set free. You all say you love me. So how could I just leave? I'm your source of inspiration. You're the only reason I'm alive. Of your motivation. How could I deprive? I'm falling apart, but I know you need my help. And if I can't keep together for myself, I'll do it for everyone else.
The Quiet* posted a quote
November 5, 2013 9:49pm UTC
Miranda Lambert - "go and fix your make up, well it’s just a break up run and hide your crazy and start actin’ like a lady." Cassadee Pope - "I don't even remember Why I'm wasting all these tears on you." Carrie Underwood - "Cause when he says forever Well, it don't mean much." Avril Lavigne - " I've broken free from the memories, I've let it go." Taylor Swift - "You're just another picture to burn" Ya, I've learned that break ups blow but after actaully listening to the lyrics of many songs, I can relate. I like my music loud, I never listen to country or pop. But,other music can be my savior as well, I just got to learn listen and to hear the words from other singers..