Anujsomany posted a quote
September 6, 2016 12:17am EDT
“When a sensible quote is adored a lot by many or most people on a person’s INDIVIDUAL social media account, then wondering why it feels usually as if he has either cracked a joke under the guise of a thought or others are just trying to poke fun on him through a deluge of LIKE & COMMENT vote and often both; especially more when the same post has also his own photo on it.” ~Anuj Somany
do you think my parents will still tell me "oh, you're just not mature enough yet" in twenty years time when i'm 30, still haven't had nor want a relationship, and i tell them for the millionth time that i'm an aromantic asexual?
when we first started dating, you told me that i was "too good to be true." that you knew there was no way possible that such a beautiful girl could have a such a great personality. i noticed the nervousness wear off between the two of us and our more natural personalities begin to show. i felt slight tension, but i still stayed. i wanted to believe that i was only being paranoid and that things were perfectly fine. i noticed that we sometimes didn't talk to each other like significant others should. i know you told me that you weren't good with emotions and affection, but i still stayed. i wanted to believe that i was only being paranoid and that things were perfectly fine. i noticed that i had to beg you at times to let us do what i wanted. i noticed that i wouldn't get sweet goodnight texts or goodmorning texts as often as i thought a boyfriend would send them. you you suggested that we might be better off as friends. i still had confidence that we could work out as a couple. you didn't always make me feel like i was good enough to be yours because of my quirks and my oddities, but i still stayed. i wanted to believe that i was only being paranoid and that things were perfectly fine. then you realized i wasn't always going to be happy. that i was going to have on and off days and be bothered by things and cry and express emotion. i wanted you to be there to help me, but you didn't understand, so you just left; probably because i was too much to handle with other troubles on your plate. i wanted to stay, but you left me. you couldn't handle me. now you don't care about me. sorry i wasn't as great as you thought i would be. am i still "too good to be true"? or was that being in a happy relationship? -g.j.