I am a human contradiction.
I have no self confidence,
yet I have a massive ego.
I want to turn my life around,
yet I want to die.
I want people to think I have no weakness,
yet all I want to do is cry.
I want to be the best everything,
yet I don't want to try.
I want to stop hurting myself,
But that's all I seem to do.
I don't want people to see my scars, yet I want them to know I'm scared.
When I wake up I want to be happy, But I don't want to wake up anymore.
G.S