the1975* posted a quote
November 20, 2015 2:14pm EST
it's been months but i stil see you in my head every single day. not even the amount of distractions i have can keep you from crawling back into my thoughts and reminding me of how you were. i hate them all. those thoughts make me sick. i try not to wear the same clothes i did back when i was seeing you because all it does is take me back and all i want on this earth is to forget everything you ever gave me but how can i do that when all i do is remember the look on your face every time you leaned in to kiss me. you're a parasite in my brain and i swear im sick but everyone tells me i'll be fine and i'll soon get over it but i know i won't ever get better.
the1975* posted a quote
November 14, 2015 12:15am EST
i hope you get flat tires every week. i hope you spill food on your clothes. i hope you fail your classes. i hope it rains and you can't put up your car windows. i hope you and her fight again. i hope you get your feelings played with. again. i hope everyday is a bad day for you. i hope you run out of money. i hope your phone breaks. i hope every apology you get is as dry and insincere as your heart. i hope everyone lies to you. i hope your car doesn't start up. i hope your friends leave you. i hope you have bad luck everywhere you go. i hope you hurt. i hope she doesn't love you. i hope you get what you deserve. i hope you're hated. i hope you can't sleep at night. i hope you ruin everything you've ever had. i hope you know i hate your guts.
Vinita* posted a quote
November 18, 2014 9:04pm EST
It is truly amazing. It is truly amazing how you can be nothing but kind, caring, compassionate, empithatic, understanding, and honest with someone. It is even more amazing how they can go right around and do the exact opposite.
Tonight I listened to a voicemail you left me three months ago. In it, you told me to go f*ck myself. I still remember that night. I still remember those words rolling off your tongue so gracefully. I remember wondering how someone so beautiful could be so cruel.. Two months ago I called you at 3am. I expected you to ignore it or send me to voicemail. Those are two of the things you were best at. You answered and I felt my heart begin to race. You probably thought it was because I missed you, but it really was because I didn't expect you to answer. I asked you how you were and you there quiet and confused. It's like you forgot I existed or that I was a part of your life. You told me "fine" and I smiled. That was the last conversation we had. I made sure to let go of you, and every negative word that was said in a peaceful way. Fast forward two months, and I still wonder how you are. If you heard me say this, you'd probably blush like you used to when I say these things because I still love you, or because I still want you. But that's not the case. You see, six months ago I was jumping through hoops to please you. To make sure you were happy before myself. To make sure I was the one causing your happiness. But it's not six months ago. It is now, and now I miss you. I miss when you'd call just to see how my day was. And how you seemed to care, even if you didn't. I miss the friendship and the secrets and the stories. And maybe someday it'll be different. Maybe you'll call me on a Tuesday afternoon and ask me how my day was. These are the things I think about before my eyes close and I'm rewarded with sleep. But for right now? GO F.CK YOURSELF.
Every time I end up breaking you You change into Something worth keeping Every time I'm close to saving you You grow into A sin worth believing You're everything I ever wanted but It's never enough You're never enough I'll take whatever I can take Whenever I can take it If it ever comes I hate you when you're gone I hate you turn me on I hate the way I need you when I don't know where you are I love it even more When I find you on the floor I know you think you hate me But I will always hate you more
I WANTED TO WIN THE RACE OF WINNING YOU OVER BUT I WASN'T A GOOD ENOUGH RUNNER BUT HELL I WANTED ME TO BE A PART OF YOU SO I RAN TOO FAST AND TRIPPED AND GOT HURT AND ALL I COULD SEE AT THE END WAS YOU STANDING BACK AND LAUGHING AT ME BECAUSE YOU HAVE DOUBTED ME FROM THE START WHICH I WAS TOO BLIND TO SEE UNTIL NOW
To the pretentious fellow that takes every single little thing into offense. Yeah, you know who you are. CALM. THE. F*CK. DOWN. Christ we're just talking about topperware don't need to go all ballistic.
Skimrande posted a quote
April 29, 2014 5:09pm EDT
you taught me how to make paper airplanes and how to get away with passing notes in class you taught me how to put off studying for tests you taught me what it felt like to laugh to the point of tears you taught me what having a best friend feels like you taugh me how to stay up past midnight and still get up for school the next day you taught me how to lie to my parents and how to keep secrets you taught me how it feels to be wanted and how it feels to want someone so badly it hurts you taught me how to kiss and how to sneak out without getting caught you taught me what heartbreak feels like you taught me how weak i am and how easily i can break and you taught me that no matter what i'll always come back