I just realized, deep in my heart, that no matter what she did, does, or will do, i will never EVER even consider her my friend. I hate her to the very core of my being and i dont usually hate people. I am usually VERY forgiving, but I don't think i would even survive even an encounter with her without trying to knock her out... She is the ONLY reason that he hasn't come back to me and not to mention she is a complete b/tch. I had a dream last night that i beat the living sh/t out of her and you know what? I woke up happy and satisfied with myself for once in a very long time :)