I am the last person to offer relationship advice to anyone
I see people always talking about being in love, like its the most important thing in their lives, or being hurt, being dumped, being abandoned, being happy because they are so in love
I see it, but I don't understand it, I don't understand the appeal of it, or the pain of it, because I have never been in love, with anyone.
I don't understand how it feels to be dumped or rejected by someone, or how it feels to be admired by someone or to be in love with someone
Love seems like a scary, complicated thing
And my life is already pretty scary and beyond complicated, with just me dealing with it
I can't make room for another person. I couldn't trust someone that much
I have too many secrets