I did it. I asked him out for coffee, and he said sure. I was so nerovous, I literally had a fight with myself on my computer, but I did it, and I am very happy with the results. I wish I was able to be like this more often..
It started as kind of a joke. I was bored one day and decided to count how many days I have been alive. Then came my sadness. A deep sadness that wanted to envelop me and take me down with it. But I looked up and noticed how many days I have survived on this great earth. Just a simple number, but it got me through. Today is day 6000 for me. I have never been more proud of myself. I have lived 6000 days, and I can always make it to one more. I remind myself of this everyday. 6000 days Great job, me. I knew I could do it. Tomorrow's 6001. But for everyone else it's just another day. I'm looking forward to it.