scrappy posted a quote
January 21, 2018 11:29pm EST
I finally got the courage to tell you I was sorry for everything I put you through. Even though I know you couldn't see me, I still tried to hold back the tears, but I failed. I don't know why it hurts me so bad. Maybe it was because I've always loved you. Maybe it's because neither of us had trust and that's what lead us to failure. I guess we'll never know now. And even though I've apologized.. It still hurts. It still lingers and bothers me. But at least now I can say I did it and work on it from there. Talking the other day was nice. It was nice to catch up. It brought back a lot of memories. It made me feel like maybe I hadn't lost you as a friend. I'm sorry I wasn't there for you. I'm sorry I wasn't able to protect you, or at least help you through everything you went through after me. I feel like part of it was my fault. If I never left, would everything have gone differently for us ? Still, we'll never know. But it's never bad to wonder what could've been.