I can't imagine how much it would have hurt I can't let it go I can't take my words back I can only try to fix But it's not about me- It shouldn't be. I feel so selfish. I'm sorry. A thousand sorries will still won't be enough. It hurts that I hurt. It's not okay. I lie when I say it's okay.
But I got proved right over and over again, What have I done now. Who was I to tell you that when I did the same. Why did I have to choose when all I wanted was to be treated well. In the end I'm just blaming you But I wish you well. I'm sorry.
I dont even know if you even know that you stepped up for me at the beginning of the darkest times in my life and I didn’t even need to tell you that anything was wrong. Somehow you knew and you didn’t let me be alone. I’m sorry I didn’t do the same for you