2014 to-do list: shed 20kg of weight start wearing the hijab get driving lisence stop crying so easily stop becoming scared so easily write two novels improve drawing skills break nail-biting habit fade scars as much as possible
I'M BAD AT ENGLISH BUT i can tell you I LOVE YOU I'M BAD AT GEOGRAPHY but ik you live in my heart I'M BAD AT HISTORY but i can tell you when i met you for the very first time I'M BAD AT CHEMISTRY but i can TELL YOU MY reaction when i see you I'M BAD AT PHYSICS BUT i can tell you the intensity of my heart rate when i look into your perfect eyes
I miss seeing that look in your eyes when i was around. I miss the way you made me forget the world and everyone in it and how time would stand still yet move so quickly at the same time. I miss the laughs we shared and how I could be myself around you. I miss the good morning and goodnight texts and how you used to call me beautifule. I miss the way you'd shut me up with a kiss and how we could do nothing and still enjoy ourselves. I miss it all. I let it all go and for what? To be alone. You see, I'm used to it and any time I love anyone, they leave. So I pushed you until you gave up, somewhat hoping you'd never give up. But the time has come where you have and I'm still alone. I want you to be with a girl that can let you love her. You deserve that much. Go and be happy, for me.
don't you ever for a second get to thinkin' your irreplaceable. so go ahead and get gone, call up that chick and see if she's home. oops, i betch ya thought that i din't know, what did you think i was putting you out for? cuz you was untrue, rollin her around in the car that i bought you. baby drop them keys, hurry up before your taxi leaves. standin in the front yard telling me how im such a fool, talkin bout, how i'll never find a man like you, got me twisted. you must not know bout me, you must not know bout me, i can have another yiu by tomorrow, so don't you ever for a second get ro thinkin, you're irreplaceable.